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Aleesya Maisarah

2012-01-27T16:27:00.001+08:00

Anak buah baru. Aleesya Maisarah. My second anak buah. So happy for my sister! i cant wait to have mine. :)

My first pink card.

2012-01-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

"They actually say it as kad merah in malay but i saw the card and think that it's better to call it Pink card. haha.."

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

to my syg...,

Semalam ibu buat kad merah. My first kad merah. Ibu dtg ke klinik dengan abah jam 8 pagi lagi. Sebab rumah dekat sgt kan..itupun mula-mula abah ckp 7.45 suruh gerak. Agaknye abah lupe klinik tu depan rumah je. Masa mula-mula ibu sampai ke klinik diorg tgh mop-mop lantai, tengah sebok3 nak kemaskan klinik before patient smpai. So ibu dengan abah pergi dulu breakfast kat kedai area tanah lesen tu. Abah mkn 2 bungkus nasi lemak and ibu makan roti telor. ibu minum air suam je sebab takut jap lg kan nak amek darah. haha.

So ibu smpai ke klinik then ibu terus buat ujian air kencing. Tunggu dlm 10minit dapat result then ibu hntr result ke one of the staff nurse there. Then the staff nurse assist ibu and ask few documents (ic ibu, abah, kad nikah) and fill up the kad merah. Banyak betul yg kene isi. Kebetulan waktu tu ade nurse3 dari Mahsa College tgh praktikal so diorg byk assist ibu untuk amek berat badan, ketinggian, kemudian amek darah utk buat HIV test, thalassemia screening, and utk bpm. Nurse tu ade jugak buat test utk uji kuman dlm darah (malaria) Few test diorg buat and Alhamdulillah ibu sihat dan berada dalam keadaan yg sangat ok to go thru. Mudah3mudahan. amin..

Lepas je siap semua test tu, nurse ask ibu to lay down and they check my boobs to make sure yg ibu boleh susukan kamu nanti. Alhamdulillah the nurse ckp ibu positif dan insyaAllah boleh breast feeding kamu nanti. Nurse bg advise kat ibu ask me to eat lots of nutrition food, drink milk, and wear proper attire and footwear. nurse x bg ibu pakai flat and they advise ibu pakai wedges yg tak tiggi sgt. Perhaps nnti ibu beli kasut baru dengan abah! :) Sebab kalau pakai heels tinggi boleh bg prsessure and pakai flat pulak boleh jatuh ke belakang. And before the session last, ibu jumpe dengan Doktor sebab ni kan my first time so doc nk bg few advise sambil check3 ibu.. Dr ask ibu to baring sebab die nak scan to see u inside there. Kamu tau x ibu happy sgt bila tgk jantung kamu berdegup. And to see u inside there.. Anak ibu dan abah. Alhamdulillah kamu dah 12w which is 3 Months! I just cant believe!

Be strong syg. Be good. Semoga segala-galanya dipermudahkan Allah. Semoga kamu sihat dan jadi anak ibu yg soleh dan solehah. Ibu dan abah syg kamu sgt!

Till then.

ibu is watching u sayang..

2012-01-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

whenever i feel sad or stress or feel like crying, i know i must be strong for you. i want you to be healthy and strong and happy. So, ibu will always be here for you...whenever i feel down, i know that u can feel the same. I love u sayang..so much. Syukur Ya Allah for this beautiful gift.

So, u re today is 10 weeks and 5 day. Your heartbeat is so strong and ure height is 37mm. Ure such a beautiful baby...

and u know what? i watched this video just now cos i feel like im watching u inside there. :)

BERSIH

2012-01-11T09:14:00.001+08:00

Perkataan BERSIH sangat kontroversi last year. mention bersih je sampai boleh kene ban! Tapi hari ni aku nak ckp pasal bersih. Bersihkan diri, bersihkan hati daripada semua prasangka, perasaan benci, perasaan menyampah.

Ye. aku ade satu peel yg aku pun tak suka. Lately,aku cukup tak suka dengan statement org yg tak reti bersyukur and selalu nak rasa diri hebat. Kadang-kadang aku selalu cakap, korang ni x sedar diri ke? cakap mcm orang bodoh. ckp pasal org lain padahal sendiri pun terumbang-ambing.

and semua tu dari statement kawan sendiri.

ada jugak yg jenis semua benda nak bgtau world. Argghhh. aku x tau aku menyampah ke meluat.

so, aku nak bersihkan hati.

belajar untu terima segala yang positif.

kurang benci/menyamah kat orang.

Semoga Allah melindungiku dari segala sifat-sifat syaitan.

Hi 2012, bye 2011.

2011-12-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

Tak sangka kan hari ni adalah hari terakhir 2011? 31 December 2011. Esok 1 Jan 2012 , Tahun Baru. Tahun yang menjanjikan seribu satu kisah. Doa aku cuma semoga setiap hari beroleh keredhaan dan rahmat dari-NYA.

2011. Tahun yang banyak beri keindahan dan kebahagian. Tipu-lah xde duka dan sedih tapi no point nak ingat kan? Banyak tarikh-tarikh penting yang aku akan simpan dalam memori untuk ingatan sepanjang zaman, sepanjang hayat.

25.9.2011- Tunang

22.10.2011-Nikah

22.12.2011- :)

22.12.2011 adalah hari yang paling bahagia aku rasakan. Setelah bergelar isteri kepada orang yang aku sayang, aku rasa ini adalah satu tarikh yang paling-paling aku akan ingat sampai bile-bile. Walaupun aku dah dapat rase 2 hari sebelum tu tapi pada hari itulah Dr confirmkan yang apa yang aku rasa tu betol! Ya Allah aku sangat-sangat bersyukur. Ini adalah rezeki Allah yang paling hebat dan berharga yang pernah aku dapat. Rasa gembira, bersyukur. InsyaAllah bulan 8 nanti dalam bulan puasa. :)

Semoga hari-hari mendatang penuh dengan kebahagiaan dan keredhaan. Semoga kami tidak lupakan Allah dan sentiasa mengingatinya. Semoga solat kami sentiasa terjaga dan terpelihara. Semoga kami tergolong dalam kalangan hamba-hambanya yang beriman.

dan pada 25.12.2011, sahabat kami Firdaus Heder pergi meninggalkan kami untuk selama-lamanya.

Pemergian arwah sebenarnya banyak membuka pintu hati aku. Ketika menghadiri pengebumian arwah dan ketika tok imam membacakan tahlil kepada arwah yang sebenarnya adalah peringatan untuk kita yang masih hidup, sebak dan menangis aku dalam hati mengenangkan diri aku yang masih banyak kekhilafan dan dosa. Aku asek terfikir, bagaimana dengan nasib aku sendiri? Bagaimanakah bekalan yang aku akan bawa nanti?

Buat aku terkenang zaman belajar kat maktab dulu. rasenye 3 tahun lepas. Waktu tu aku mewah gile. ade kereta, boleh jalan sana-sini. Masa tu aku ingat lagi, aku ni jenis yg suka termissed waktu solat. lepas tu aku ganti solat aku waktu lain. Kadang-kadang jalan kat mall tau-tau dah isya. mana ntah maghrib aku pergi. Lepastu balik hostel aku pon dok gantii solat yang miss tu. Sampailah satu hari bulan ramadhan odw nak bukak puase kat Bangi aku eksiden dekat traffic light. Berlanggar ngan kereta grand livina (LINK HERE) tak lama lepas eksiden tu rasenye seminggu nak raya aku eksiden balik. Kali ni ade budak melayu mabuk langgar aku. Total untuk 2 eksiden tu dekat 1k+ duit aku habis. Aku x claim insurance sebab yg first eksiden tu aku yg salah. yang lagi satu tu sebab aku kesian budak tu die ckp die org susah. Itupun aku suruh die bayar 300 tp die byr 100 je. lepastu aku x tau mana ntah aku dah maki3 die kat sms terus aku malas nak layan. Waktu tu plak ak tengah ade duit so aku byr je hantar repair.

Bile aku cite ngan abah, abah cakap dengan selambenye " alaaa, abah tengok kat mangkuk ko ni x jaga solat". camtu je abah ckp aku terus sentaaapppp ok! Rasa sedih gile. sedih gile3. So, waktu tu aku sedar, duit buat kite lupe. duit dan kemewahan sebenarnya adalah dugaan paling hebat Allah bagi kat kita. Sebab duit kita lupa segala-galanya. Sejak itu aku cuba untuk memperbaiki diri. Bersyukur aku ade peluang untuk perbaiki diri.

Kadang-kadang aku rasa aku ni bukannye bagus sangat. baik jauh sekali. tapi bile aku tgk orang kat sekeliling aku dengan perangai and sikap negatif yang x sudah-sudah buat aku rase aku xnk jd camtu, aku nak berubah. aku nak sentiasa bersyukur, aku nak jd org yang kurang merungut, and aku nak kalau boleh dapat solat di awal waktu. Supaya nanti bile-bile masa aku pergi aku tau aku dah sempurnakan tiang agama itu.

Kadang-kadang rasa terharu husband tegur lengan pendek or nampak rambut. Haritu pakai lengan pendek and x pakai sweater terus x jd g pasar. Aku tau yayang pun cuba nak berubah. Hmm, kitorang pun masih mencuba. kadang-kadang memang laa x sempurna. tapi aku happy sebab kami cuba untuk cari keredhaan Allah.

Doakan kami. Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki kita dan berikan kesihatan yang baik. Semoga Allah melindungi kita dari segala hal, juga dari hasutan syaitan.

Selamat tahun baru 2012.

Now that you're gone.

2011-12-29T10:45:00.003+08:00

Doa kami semoga segalanya dipermudahkan untuk arwah.

Semoga Allah menempatkan beliau dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

Semoga perjalanan-nya disana sentiasa dipenuhi dengan kesenangan dan kebahagian.

Semoga syurga adalah tempatnya.

Ya Allah ya tuhanku, kau ampunilah dosa arwah, sesungguhnya beliau adalah sahabat yang baik kepada kami.

Perkara yang paling aku ingat sampai sekarang ialah time tgk TV 25hb haritu, lebih kurang jam 10 malam. Aku tgh tgk TV kat depan, yayang duk kat sebelah sambil men tweet. Tibe-tibe yayang bgtau "baby, firdheder dah xde, eksiden meninggal"

Aku pandang yayang sambil cakap "biar betul?

"ha ah, paan bgtau. paan ckp tgk kat facebook"

Kitorang terus masuk bilik on mbp then pergi ke fb Firdheder. Dekat wall die ade satu post bgtau yang die meninggal sebab eksiden moto kat sungai pulai. Terkejut rasenya. nak menangis tapi masih terkejut. Kami sedekhakan Al-Fatihah kat die dan terus folo TL kat tweeter untuk tau dengan lebih lanjut maklumat about the eksiden.

Rasanya malam tu x boleh nak tido. Terkejut. terkejut sgt. sedih. :(

Arwah dah lama kawan dengan yayang. before kitorg kawen lagi. pernah laa 2-3 kali keluar same3 lepak. Dulu arwah selalu tolong yayang buat layout untuk album. sebab die memang pandai edit mengedit.

Yang paling terkesan waktu kitorang nikah die datang. Die bawak moto ninja 250 die tu. ingat lagi die ckp die gerak 6.30 pagi dari rumah sebab nak attend majlis nikah kitorang pagi tu kul 8. Mak ingat lagi Arwah. mak ckp pagi tu kat masjid mak ngan abah sampai dulu. Tibe3 ade sorang budak laki ni siap jaket bagai tanye mak ni majlis nikah "Helmi dengan wana ke?" Sebab die datang paling awal. Masa tu plak takde orang lagi yang sampai. #AlFatihahFird.

Arwah pun dtg kejap je sebab petang tu die kene keje. Tapi sampai sekarang sebenarnye kitorang masih x caye die dtg. Masa tu paan and zaidi jd videografer kitorang, tapi tugas interview tu fird yg buat. Die siap tye aku perasaan lepas kawen dengan yayang. Oh fird, x sangka betol ko dah xde sekarang.

Alhamdulillah, kami sempat sampai waktu jenazah tengah diletak di liang lahad. Yayang teringin sangat nak tgk jenazah sempat jugak. #AlFatihahFird

Harap rakan-rakan yang lain sentiasa x lupa untuk doakan kesejahteraan arwah disana. Dan ingatlah, mati itu pasti. Cuma kita tak tau bile.

#AlFatihahFird.

So, no caffein no coffee but im smiling! :)

2011-12-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah syukur Ya Allah. :)

So, how i met your father?

2011-12-12T23:12:00.001+08:00

Almost 2 month now kitorang kawen. Everyday pun rasa macam honeymoon je. ;p. I was digging up fail-fail lama kat imac yayang when suddenly i jump into this folder. Kitorang shoot gambar ni dengan Azizil Sedek. He is actually a very well known photographer. I guess gambar ni diambil 3 years ago. Time ni kitorang mcm tgh sweet3 couple gitu. Setiap gambar act ade cerita. :)

Walaupun kitorang satu sekolah dulu, tapi sebenanrnya kitorang bukannya kapel dari sekolah. Cuma kawan je. Kitorang suke dengar lagu Inggeris. Die suke Too Phat and limp Bizkitt. Suke gile ok? Dulu masa form 2 yayang pernah bagi satu kad wish birthday tulis lirik lagu too phat. But then after form 3 yayang move to another school. sebab die budak pandai. Aku? stay kat simpang 5 sampai spm.

Kitorang officially jumpe balik depan lowyat. Hmm, around 2006. I went to lowyat with abah. Masa melintas jalan tibe3 ade sorang mamat tego.

"wana!"

aku pon toleh, ehhh, penkek!..

camtu je. pas mcm lambai-lambai hai-hai aku terus masuk lowyat. Die pulak waktu tu menghala ke sg.wang. nak balik.

Tak lama lepas tu dalam lowyat aku dapat msg dari die. Rupe3nye die carik nombor aku kat sorang member sekolah lama kitorang. Since that kitorang texting each other. It took us 8 months when we finally declared our relationship.--->on 1.October.2008

He makes me happy. A bit firm but he knows the right thing to do. Tak pandai pujuk sangat tapi menggelabah gak kalau aku merajuk. I just know he is my man, my bestfriend, my partner...and my LOVE.

Dengan perkahwinan yang telah terakad, Mudah-mudahan cinta kami sehingga ke nafas terakhir. Ke akhir hayat, ke syurga, dunia dan di akhirat. Doa kami semoga dimurahkan rezeki dan diberi kesihatan yang baik.

So my children, This is literally how i met your father. :)

silent.

2011-12-08T21:29:00.001+08:00

so if ure the one excited about something its no used right? so u excited about something but the other side remains silent.

Its totally fucking useless ok!

so lets other excited about something and u remain silent.

Be patient.

Salam Maal Hijrah 1433 :)

2011-11-27T12:09:00.001+08:00

Tahun baru, amalan baru, kitab baru, azam baru.

Tak banyak yang nak diubah, cuma banyak yang ingin dipohon.

aku cuma ingin jadi isteri yang baik untuk suami tersayang, semoga rezeki kami sekeluarga di murahkan. Semoga kami menjadi orang yang banyak bersyukur. Kurang merungut diatas benda-benda yang tak penting. Semoga kami menjadi pemurah. Lebih banyak memberi dari meminta-minta.

Tahun baru ini juga aku sedaya upaya nak berjaya dalam my study. Hopefully segalanya dipermudahkan. dan azam tahun baru ini juga aku berdoa, apabila pengajian sarjana ini selesai dan aku ada rezeki untuk buat PHD di oversea. Bila kat oversea pulak aku nak bwk satu family ke sana dan husband dapat beli GTR dengan harga yang jauh lebih murah. Doakan ye? Amin..

Dan yang paling penting kene rajin. rajin carik maklumat, baca jurnals, buat assignments. Buat master ni semua on your own. Secara automatik aku yang dikenali dengan lazy bum bum ni bertukar menjadi separa rajin! InsyaAllah dengan support suami dan keluarga tersyg semuanya boleh dilakukan!

Semoga Allah mempermudahkan segalanya. Amin...

(gambar ini sebagai hiasan)

Monthsary!

2011-11-21T15:43:00.001+08:00

(Updated!) We've been married for a month now! yeahhh!. Syukur ALhamdulillah Ya Allah di atas kebahagiaan yang kau beri semoga ianya berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat kami. Amin.. :)

This is what i have done for the past 30mins! Our picture during the solemnization. The moments when abah nikahkan i and yayang officially became my husband!

My wedding ring+the bracelet. I just found out that the OP took this pics around my jarum3 peniti. Ohsem! i change the color tone btw. :p

p/s: Thx syg for the cup of coffee u have made everytime i ask for it!u know how much i love u rite?:-*

Fav song and vids of the year!

2011-11-20T15:57:00.001+08:00

Fav radio kitorang sekarang ialah BFM (89.90) and Capital fm (88.90) BFM sebab bisnes radio and capital sebab takde dj and less ads. (so less sampai mcm xde ads langsung! 23 hours of music. And usually bfm punye muzik more to oldies, 60's, 70's and 80's. Ok few 90's. Capital muzik pulak more 90's. Kind of muzik yang aku dengar waktu aku darjah 6 hingga Form 5. Mostly lagu3 kat Capital aku leh nyanyi. Semua tu buat hubby jeles gile okeh? haha! Setiap kali 2 fav radio station ni play lagu yg ala-ala guitar, and slow muzik, and sore penyanyi malas+pelik husband mesti cakpa camni.. "haa, u sukelah tu kan lagu favret u laa tu"? aku pun tersengih-sengih sebab dah memang lagu febret kot! hehe.

So here i wanna share my favourite song and plus, the video too is my personal favourite! Lagu ni tajuknye Her Morning Elegance by Oren Lavie. Oren Lavie ni dilahirkan di Tel Aviv dan dibesarkan di Israel. Jew la kot? Die pernah buat soundtrack untuk The chronicles of narnia tapi x ingat lah apa lagu tu. The music for this song surely-lah awesome! selain dari tu video klip lagu ni menggunakan konsep one stop motion and di direct oleh beliau sendiri. Fuuh! 2096 pics digunakan and it took 48hours non stop shooting! Memang sangat awesome! Sile tengok and kalau rase awesome belanje aku minum kopi ok?

A year after it released, semua still photos tu dipamerkan dan dijual kat public all over the world.:D

The lyrics: Her Morning Elegance by Oren Lavie

Sun been down for days

A pretty flower in a vase

A slipper by the fireplace

A cello lying in its case

Soon she�s down the stairs

Her morning elegance she wears

The sound of water makes her dream

Awoken by a cloud of steam

She pours a daydream in a cup

A spoon of sugar sweetens up

And she fights for her life

as she puts on her coat

And she fights for her life on the train

She looks at the rain

as it pours

And she fights for her life

as she goes in a store

with a thought she has caught

by a thread

she pays for the bread

and she goes�

Nobody knows

Sun been down for days

A winter melody she plays

The thunder makes her contemplate

She hears a noise behind the gate

Perhaps a letter with a dove

Perhaps a stranger she could love

And she fights for her life

as she puts on her coat

And she fights for her life on the train

She looks at the rain

as it pours

And she fights for her life

as she goes in a store

with a thought she has caught

by a thread

she pays for the bread

and she goes�

Nobody knows

And she fights for her life

as she puts on her coat

And she fights for her life on the train

She looks at the rain

as it pours

And she fights for her life

as she goes in a store

where the people are pleasantly

strange

and counting the

change

as she goes�

Nobody knows

(Lagu ni act about, being so lonely sometimes you feel depersonalized. ;p)

in the red room #3

2011-11-19T20:04:00.001+08:00

Hubby is so concentrates on his reading! The Steve Jobs Book. Oh, btw we just celebrate the Malaysia victory over Myanmar. Congrats Malaysia! Wish u the best on final. :)

i love u yayang!

Chillex with the girls!

2011-11-15T12:02:00.001+08:00

::This entry is dedicated to makwe, my bestfriend::

Iwent to see my gff on Saturday. I supposed to go to KL with mom and grandma butthey cancelled last minute as mom needs to settle few things regarding to herwork.

So,I went to KL with makwe. Might be the last time me and her hang out together asshe’s got transferred to Terengganu. Well, I don’t really like it cause nobodywas here to company me. Esp when hubby have to leave me because of works.

Okleave the sad part pls? So I went to SOGO first as Ive made promise with wawato meet her there. We went to see few shops in Jalan Tar and I showed makwe fewshops she needs to go if she wants to buy few things for her upcoming wedding.I showed her the cheapest price in town punye kedai. :p

Thenwe went to Secret Recipe at Sogo and having lunch there. Gf, and each werethere too. After chatted and gossiping, we have to say goodbye as wawa need tocatch her bus to Kedah and gf have to go to Shah Alam to send her cousins home.

Meand makwe drives to KLCC and continue our shopping there. :p Oh! Btw, Sogocharged us RM10.50 for parked there for 2 hours! Quite expensive huh? (its KLbtw)

Ok,in KLCC the first shop that we dropped by was MNG. Makwe eagers to buy fewcheckered kameja. So I left her at the shop while I find surau to solat. Ittook me thousands steps to reach surau as I lost in the middle. It hurt melegs! Alhamdulillah I settled the obligation and return to makwe at the shop.OK, she bought 3 checkered kameja. Gile ok? Haha. I should have been with herall the shopping session so this was the consequences of my absents just now.But its okay laaa. One checkered kameja only cost her RM129 so 3? Multiply pls?Haha.

Nextshop was Levi’s. Levi’s got sales so since I really need one jeans (aftaa sooolong and afta few pants from VOIR) I bought Bold skinny jeans. If u wore Levisjeans than u should know by now that Demi curve and Bold Skinny are jeans forPlus Sizes girl like me! I bought one pair and makwe bought one pair too!. Shewas at size 23 while me? 33! Haha. Ok, I have a big thight. Keh keh. My jeanswere at RM269 and got 40% discount! Cheapppppppp ok?

(wore it the next day while visit the car of the year 2011)

We hang out at Coffee beanwhile waiting for the salesman to outer the lengths. I have Medium latte withdouble shots and a slice of red velvet cake. Makwe got herself pure vanilla iceblended and blueberry muffins. Nyummmy!!

Weleft KLCC around 7.30pm and headed to PPUM. I visit my grandma there and thenstraight away to College 6 UM. Makwe fetch her sister and Hubby fetches methere!

Thenwe drives to Sg.Besar together.

Makwe!I pray that ur relationship with ur bf going well till the marriage! So u willcome back to Sabak Bernam!.

And yeahhh,thx for being a good friend of mine.

My Solemn Celebration.

2011-11-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

Rasa macam tak habis3 lagi kan nak cerita pasal my nikah tu. Rasa happy sangat sekarang bile dah bergelar isteri. Hidup lebih bermakna dan bahagia. weeee!

Sebenarnya nak cerita sikit about my tudung and my konsep waktu nikah haritu. This is my outfit. Weeee!

Ok, sebenarnya yang paling-paling aku kisah ialah tudung nikah tu sebab aku xnak ade awning. Nanti time kissing3 dahi tu susah pulak kan? hehe. Lepas gugel tgk org3 yg dah kawen tu so aku decide nak cari inner yg manik3 plus shawls yg lawaa. penat gile carik. Ariani offer RM500+ aku jd rasa tak mampu dengan harga yang mengarut. Finally! masa habis kelas 3minggu before the day aku nampak butik RATU kat Bangi. Inner aku beli RM 25 hantar jahit manik tambah RM25. Shawls kat Ratu harga RM169. Tapi aku nampak kat Radiusite die jual RM80 je. Gile murah k? So far aku memang puas hati gile!!

Baju kain beli kat Jalan Tar kedai betul3 depan SOGO. Harga satu set dengan baju melayu RM160 je. Hantar jahit upah RM200 untuk 2pasang baju. So total RM360 je. Kire murah laa. Ade orang lain tu kain baju saja dah RM 450. (kwn aku gak)

Baju untuk sanding belah perempuan pun kitorang beli sendiri gak. Kain baju lelaki dalam RM70+(RM180 upah jahit) and baju aku je satu set siap semua yg aku pakai tu harga RM300. Sebab aku dah survey kalau sewa je dah dekat RM500 so better aku beli kan?

Ni gambar bajuuu time sanding. Weeeeeeeeeee!

Kire berbaloi-baloi laaaa. Boleh simpan. Haaa, sesapa yg badan size mcam aku leh sewa nnti kat aku eh? Harga murah3 je aku bg. :p

Me and hubby plan nak buat baju ni untuk post wedding outdoor tapi x jadi sebab kitorang pakai baju lain. kitorang pakai baju ni time buat outdoor kat tasek taiping.

Lawa gile tauuu tempat tu! seriyus in loveeee!

ingat nanti nak ajak hubby dtg lagi ke Tasik Taiping and bwk sekali MTB kitorang boleh cycling ronda3 kat Tasek tu!.

Okeylahhh. baiii!

perang otak!

2011-10-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Majlis wedding now dah selesai. Alhamdulillah syukur. :)

Apa yang lebih penting sekarang ialah assignments yang bertimbun. (ok tipu.) Assigment yang perlu disiapkan yang dulu tak dapat disiapkan sebab sebok sangat dengan persiapan kawen kunun-kununye. Hmm, sebenarnye i xde mood nak buat assignments. few data dah collect tapi nak huraikan dalam bentuk ayat akademik belum lagi sampai seru. Bile terlalu banyak yang perlu difikir rase mcm malas je nak buat. Walaupun hubby dah bg byk support and sokongan yang at the end die stranded depan TV tgk tv. Aku plak layan video kat youtube sampai nangis3 pastu gelak pastu happy. Kadang-kadang aku rase mcm nak down je cont master ni sebab aku malas sangat! bontot berat gile. Keje tak bergerak. padahal xdelah payah bebeno. Rasanya kekuatan aku byk di kumpul dan disedut dari yayang, husband tercinta. Beliau-lah yg byk bg dorongan, kata-kata nasihat suruh buat betol3 tapi at the end semua pun terpulang kat kita kan? Aku ade cite-cite nak sambung Phd kat overseas. so kalau nak laksanakan cita-cita tu haruslah aku ni habiskan master dengan jayanya kan? kan? lol.

Doakan i k? doakan bontot ni rinagn sikit rajin nak siapkan keje semua ni. Malaysia Boleh! yeay!

7 hari

2011-10-28T22:46:00.001+08:00

7 hari bergelar isteri, seriyusnya sangat gembira dan bahagia. Lebih mudah mengekspress cinta, pegang tangan kehulu kehilir tanpa segan silu dan takut dosa. Kesana sini berdua. Sejujurnya aku sangat seronok dan bersyukur Allah kurniakan suami yang cukup memahami, sporting, seriyus, hensem, romantik, penyayang, ok terlalu banyak.

Dia adalah orang yang sentiasa aku doa untuk bersama aku sehingga akhir hayat. Sehingga ke syurga. Dia sangat istimewa, sangat aku sayang.

Syukur Ya Allah. Kau peliharalah hubungan kasih sayang kami, Kau redhailah perkahwinan kami, murahkan rezeki kami, Kurniakan kami zuriat yang soleh dan solehah. Subur dan harmonikan rumah-tangga kami. Amin...

esok, majlis bertandang rumah belah suami. Kepada rakan-rakan yang tidak berkesempatan hadir minggu lepas, dijemput hadir ke majlis belah suami. :)

Im married with my beloved husband.

2011-10-27T12:06:00.001+08:00

22102011 was the date.

Solemnization at 8.30 am

Reception at 12.30pm

Thx everyone!

Thx for ur prayer.

Im married my bestfriend,my partner in crime, my love, my everything.

I love him so much!

This is the beginning of true love....

Wanna & Helmi forever and ever. InsyaAllah.

Kakak yang tabah.

2011-10-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

Dari haritu aku nak cerita pasal seorang kakak sekolah aku ni yang bagi aku personally sgt tabah and kuat. Aku cuma nak share cerita pasal kakak ni. Last 3 weeks rasenya, time kelas waktu tu kelas teori. Presentation tajuk pre-natal. Lepas 2 group presentation tibe-tibe akak ni angkat tangan. Die nak share satu cerita pasal life die.

Ok, akak ni cerita die dah underwent 3 major surgery. Semua berkaitan dengan ovari die. salah satu ovari die dah dibuang. Efek drpd surgery tu dia susah nak pregnant. Banyak kali die try pregnant tp tak jadi. IVF dh byk kali buat still xdpt. Sehingga akhirnya after 11 years of trying dia pregnant. Bila pregnant 6 bulan die kene stay kat hospital. die pernah cuti tanpa gaji sebab sakit selama setahun. Macam-mcm dugaan die hadapi. masa nak deliver die cerita dia 50-50. Rahim die pecah dan darah memancut-mancut keluar. masa tu die cume redha dan tabah je. sehingalah doktor kenal pasti yg pendarahan tu berlaku akibat hirisan pembedahan lama yang terkena ovari sebelahnya.

Syukur Alhamdulillah, Anak die selamat and die pon selamat. Now dah 3 tahun berlalu. Kakak ni sgt strong and tabah. dari muka die pon aku tau. Hmm, we never know. Satu je yang aku harap supaya Allah lindungi aku dan family aku drpd segala kemudaratan. Dan semoga Allah memberikan ku rezeki- anak-anak yang soleh dan solihah serta sihat walafiat. Amin..

Hmm, aku still tak tahu apa nama akak tu. Kelas Rabu ni nti aku tanye.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-10-05T12:40:00.005+08:00

"There is no remedy for love but to love more"

My Wedding Day

2011-10-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

22nd October 2011. :)

I have an engagement ring which is my favorite accessory.

2011-09-26T16:23:00.002+08:00

Im engaged and in love with him!
Wahhhh! i cant believe when i wrote this that i actually has been engaged for the past 24 hours with my beloved bf, Helmi Ibrahim.

Few friends attend my E-Day. Baby, shafira, mas, makwe, kak lini, ellie, emy, rina, aina, doyot, mimi, in, cikin. I hope i mention all names! Thx guys! thx soo much! It means a lot to me when u came and celebrate one of the happiest day in my life! :)

To my family members, esp cik is, cik ain and cik ngah.. Kaklong mak and abah cik nan cik sikin bik lin mbah cik ain mbah cik is embah dibot and apez. Thx thx all for helping me through-out the event! My wedding InsyaAllah will be on 22 October 2011. Fuh! another few days yawww!

Few pics i took from baby's fb. My official photographer is Ad Ismail. I will upload the pics as soon as he handed it to me!

:D

encik tunang budget hero malaya! haha

mata merah!

one big familia!

focus youuuuu!

awwwww! me and baby

me, cami, and encik tunang. :D

Masa sarung cicncin. nebes i tauu. ni embah yayang...

Btw I love sangat2 my outer chiffon tu. Tak sia3 aku mcm org gile carik. Kat Ariani boleh plak die jual sampai 700! gile apa! mestilah x beli! I saw this outer chiffon kat RATU boutiqe kat Bangi dengan harga yg sangat murah! sapa nak tau boleh email kat wanna106.sc@gmail.com

Mmuahhh! xoxo.

My "Save the Date" Video.

2011-09-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

Yes! I always wants to have my own Save The date video. Just for me, myself. So that i can look, sit back and remember all those beautiful days in my life :)

I always have this idea. I feel like i wanna hire a professional team so they can deliver and make all my sketching into beautiful moving frames. But then i realized, i don't have enough money to do that. I know it cost me 5k and above for the video. :(

But hey! Now that i have my own Vdslr, why not i shoot the video by myself? Haha!. I know it sounds stupid. Lemme drafts few things to strengthen the idea of making it by myself.

I feel like to keep smiling. like forever!

2011-09-11T17:38:00.001+08:00

Bismillah.

Hari ini saya secara rasmi telah dirisik dan saya rasa sungguh gembira!
Family yayang datang beraya, terus merisik. Rasa lawak pun ade. Ingatkan nak dtg beraya je, rupenye merisik sekali. Alang-alang katenye. :)

Embah yayang sarungkan cincin kat jari. Taktau nak cakap ape. Happy sangat. :)

Semoga jodoh kami dipermudahkan. Amin...

Thx to mak and abah.
and to yayang, i love u so much!

Back to school for real. sigh

2011-09-05T00:47:00.001+08:00

So, tomorrow i'm going to register at UKM for my Master's class. I chose UKM simply because it near to KL, the places i've been visit all the time.

I still don't look thru all the forms and details that i have to submit tomorrow. Until GF, call me and ask me what time to register tomorrow then i realized the day has come! Hmm. Apply for a master was really not my things to do. i just want to go further, to success in my career and i see it as the advantages if i have a Master.

After all, i would like to thank my family and my beloved yayang for supporting me. Yayang, u know how much u meant to me. Thanks yayang. Terima kasih sebab u syg i, care i, jaga i, protect i.. Terima Kasih yayang. Syukur Ya Allah.

Salam Aidilfitri untuk semua.

2011-09-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Di kesempatan ini aku nak minta maaf untuk segala salah silap yang sengaja atau tidak, kata-kata yang kurang enak didengar atau apa sahaja yang berbuku di hati. Maaf Zahir batin.

Raya tahun ini banyak beza sangat tak macam tahun lepas. Ada 2 rumah untuk dikemas. Rumah kat Sg.Lang ngan rumah kat Sekendi yg sedia ada ni. Hari terakhir Ramadhan tu pun sempat lagi pergi sg.lang mengecat. Terpaksa jugak cat rumah tu sebab abah nak kalau boleh nak rumah tu dah siap cat. Dah raya ke-tiga ni pun sempat jugak aku pg cat tadi dgn apez and cousin aku Izzudeen. Aku faham abah nak rumah tu settle cepat. Lagipun rumah tu dekat dgn rumah mak die (embah) so bolehlah abah jenguk3 embah selalu. Embah pun sekarang dah saket3 duduk plak tu sorang2. Lagi satu sebab my E-Day and W-Day akan dibuat kat Sg.Lang so lagi 50+ hari je lagi tau. :p.

Banyak nak cerita tapi kene tunggu dulu. Lepas ni untuk next entri banyak-lah cerita pasal my upcoming E and W Day.

Till then Take Care everyone!

Maafkan salah silap kami. Doakan majlis kami yang akan berlangsung nanti InsyaAllah. :)

Iftar dengan kawan-kawan. ;p

2011-08-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

Kisah aku berbuka puasa dgn gffs yang sanggup turun dari JB(darl), Melaka(ayun), Sabak Bernam (aku ngan makwe), semenyih(has), dan KL(ecah and baby) Haha. Disebabkan ini adalah annual plan kitorang so after 2 years of teaching, here we goes. Meet every inch of em!

Sabtu haritu pergi berbuka puasa sama-sama dengan gff kat ayam penyet wang solo. Dari sini gerak dengan bf and makwe. Kitorang sampai dalam pukul 7 kat Wong Solo sebab before that jumpe Yuni kat Jejantas Sg.Buloh delivery kuih raya. Agak kelam kabut sikit sebab few cookies were not well prepared. Muka yayang dah bengang je sebab situasi kelam kabut tu just make his temper rising. Biasa la kan? Lepas je settle terus gerak ke Cheras. Kitorang gak yang sampai dulu sebab yang lain-lain tengah membeli belah di bazaar Tasik Permaisuri.

Sampai je kat ayam penyet wong solo, aku terus tanya kaunter mana meja and feel so happy when diorang sediakan ala-ala meja jepun and kitorang kene bersila. Then yang lain-lain pun sampai. :))

Lepas je iftar kitorang decide nak pergi lepak kat midvalley. Plan nk tgk muvie tapi sampai3 sana semua muvie x available since we missed the movie at 9.30 pm and the next movie was on 11.30. So makwe, bf and i decided to have some coffee at kopi bin. Yes, kopi adalah antara benda yg aku sgt x kisah untuk minum byk3. Aku order ultimate choc while makwe orde pure vanilla. (x kopi langsung) hehe.

After mengopi meet the other gffs back and taking pictures. Haz yg dah makin sarat and kejap lagi je nak deliver baby! wish her all the best! Baby Boy insyaAllah. Rase eksaited plak kitorang. hehe.

next gathering is at my plce afta raya. see u guys soon!

My bedroom ideas.

2011-08-20T07:09:00.000+08:00

I always wanted to decor my own room to be as white as possible. Since the house at Sg.Lang is 93% to be finish, my one and only room is still not ready yet. Today, im going to paint my room (if only the indon workers tak lepak dalam tu) The idea's actually are to make it like this. :

All white! You know how crazy i am over white color rite? But since my bf has come out white the idea of color combination between white and darker pink, so we already bought the colour and i hope it will turn out like this.

The pink colour may look girlish bust i guess it really pop out the room. Since my room is the one and only in white floor marble. My furniture will be in white color. I just cant wait! i will upload the pictures, soon.

ok. bai.

DAY 9 TO 10.

2011-08-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hari ke -10 berpuasa. Salam Ramadhan everyone. How is everything so far? Me? Good. Tiada apa yang ingin dikongsi selain rasa mengantuk yang amat sangat dikala ini. Kelas dah habis. Budak-budak tengah buat kad raya. Aktiviti sampingan sempena menunggu Hari Raya. Funneyh.

Rasa mengantuk yang amat sangat ini mungkin disebabkan oleh cuaca yang sempoi dan sejuk selain dari aktiviti semalam yang santak sampai tengah malam mencari pasal di Chow Kit, Houz Depot, Sogo, and Jalan TAR.

Well, actually smlm aku ngan yayang pergi ke KL sebab nak cari few things for our Big Day. Yayang texted lebih kurang around 2pm ajak ke KL. So kitorg gerak dari sini lebih kurang jam 3.30 and reach KL around 5. Lepas je solat asar kat Shell Duta, kitorg terus ke GM Chow Kit. Act nak cari door gifts utk reception nanti and surveys few things. Bila sampai GM banyak kedai dah nak tutup. Rupanya diorang bukak at 8 am and closed around 6.30 to 7pm. So banyak lah kedai yang dah tutup. Lepas jalan3 around the shops there and marks few shops yang akan dilawat lagi nanti, yayang Tanya nak buka mana? Ye-lah aku dok merengek dari kul 5 tanye, “yayang kita nak buka mana ni nanti?” Haha. I need a proper buka puasa while he tak kisah asal berbuke. So, he drives to KG.Baru. We went to this restaurant “Johan Masakan Thai” and ordered few dishes then we headed to the nearest bazaar jalan kaki. Sampai je kat bazaar aku Nampak ade org jual nasi kerabu terus beli tanpa syak wasangka+ayam percik harga RM8. Lepas tu beli few kuih like kuih cara, kuih kasui, apam, cempedak goreng. Jam waktu tu dah menunjukkan pukul 7.20 kitorang cepat3 jalan patah balik ke restaurant tadi. Sampai je restaurant tu mintak pinggan extra utk aku mount kan nasi kerabu tu. Nasi putih yang aku dah ordered earlier terus cancel. Hehe. Sedapnye nasi kerabu yaaw. My pebret.

Lepas iftar kitorng gerak ke Houz Depot. Beli lampu downlight untuk our room. Comel gile lampu tu. Harga pon ok. Beli 4 biji. Saje je aku nak bilik aku exclusive sikit dari bilik org lain. Mengade je tu. Hehe. Then masuk Jalan Tar usha-usha baju. Banyak yang cantek3. Rasa nak rembat selai dua tapi tak jadi. Cume rembat kopi sedap FAMA products dari situ. Nyummy sedap gile kot kopi tu dah mcm starbux pon ade. Masa tengah jalan-jalan tu Nampak satu shawls leopard lawa gile nak rembat satu tapi x berkesempatan sebab hujan dah mula menitik. Kitorang terus lari menuju ke Sogo. Biaselah SOGO kan selalu sales. Sampai kat Guess Butik tu aku saje laa belek3 handbag kat situ lepastu yayang dok pukul3 manja tangan aku x bagi aku belek. Haha. Iyelah yayang I bukan nak beli pon saje nk tengok. Lagipun Guess? Takkan laa kan? Hua9. Then pergi ke next floor sampai 3^rd floor kasut 2mm aku dah mula buat palat kaki dah rase sakit menekan tulang-tulang kaki. Bila dah rasa macam xde hala tuju dah kitorang terus bla dari SOGO menuju ke Parking. Byr RM6 kat autopay then drives balik. Singgah balik Shell Duta solat then sampai kat KS macam bese lepak mapley order cheese nan ngan ayam tandoori sedapnye!!! Sampai rumah kul 12.30. Kul 5 pagi bangun bersahur. Kul 7 ke sekolah. Dan sekarang aku still ngantuk.

Ok, bai. Zzzzz.

count on u.count on me

2011-08-05T21:59:00.002+08:00

im n love with him soo much!

Not Not happy meh

2011-08-05T20:47:00.004+08:00

I was not happy the whole day. Lots of things contribute this to happen. But the main thing is yes. U. I feel like crying sometimes. On my Big day. Nothings much preparation has been done. And i have to take care lots of things. My parents new house where the event will be held. I have to be the one who runs over here and over there to make sure everything were under control. I dont have much choices. Tight budget and money is the main problem. Yeah. If u wanna get married, u need to prepare lots of money. No more expensive handbags for the past few months. Sobs. yeah, to sacrifice and to make it later a BIG smile on my face.

Unstable emotional on me now yeah. I feel lonely now i know how it feels it sucks! Whatever i felt so crap like crabby patty. Arghhh. Im dc everything. Guess we need few private times huh? ok.

i love u btw.

Gibbs :(

2011-08-02T20:10:00.001+08:00

Gibbs dah mati. entri yg aku buat sebelum ini, dalam pukul 1 tu die mati. Lebih kurang 1 Ramadhan.

Sedih gile sebab aku dah start syg die.

dah 3 ekor anak kucing mati. :(

Gibbs, my dearest kitten.

2011-07-31T21:47:00.002+08:00

Gibbs, my new kitten. Petang tadi gibbs macam sakit. Mata sebelah die xleh bukak. Lemah. Menyusu pon xnak. Penat aku suakan mulut die kat tetek ciponk (mak die) tapi gibbs taknak. Lepastu aku amek cage then basuh cage tu bersih3. Aku tengok badan gibbs pon kotor. Maybe sakit sebab taik3 die dah start lekat3 kat badan. Selesai je basuh cage aku tengok badan gibbs basah kuyup! Satu badan die kene air. Aku tak tau camne boleh kene maybe sebab masa aku basuh cage tu die main-main dekat besen yang penuh air. Aku terus angkat gibbs then basuh badan die gune getah paip. Letak shampoo sikit. Aku faham die pon still baby so tak lame3 sangat mandikan die. Lepas je mandikan aku amek hairdryer then terus keringkan bulu-bulu die. Lepas kering aku check bulu die satu2 then aku jumpe few spots yang dah terlekat dengan telur lalat. Terus aku amek gunting gunting bulu3 tu. Lepas je siap bersihkan gibbs aku letak die dalam kotak. Aku x letak sekali dalam cage dengan anak3 kucing yang lain sebab aku perasan ade sekor kucing yang dah tak bape sihat. Takut berlaku jangkitan. Lagipun sekor yang berbulu kelabu tu dah mati petang tadi.

Aku harap gibbs survived. Sampai sekarang die still x menyusu dengan ciponk. Tidor je dalam kotak. Aku harap die getting better. Mata die pon dah makin elok. Harap-harap menjelang esok die semakin sihat.

Apa-pun Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak untuk semua umat islam. :)

Kell's Cafe

2011-07-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

So i went to Kell's Cafe somewhere in June ( i dont remember when) with my beau to redeem my voucher purchased from MILKADEAL. This is a very simple cafe yet so comfy, nice decor and obviously nice food! The mee goreng seriyesli awesome! and yes! we will come again to order the mee grg. Ok guys i must say this is a MUST GO restaurant. Superbs!

The Place.

Mee Goreng sedap!

Ohsem ABC!

Good meal! Very nice.

Awwww! the desert. Bread pudding caramel. Nyummy!!

My bf said that the mee goreng is up to his taste! He loves it soo much!

The drinks.

My drink. Oh sedapnyee!

Full! Alhamdulillah.

Kell's Restaurant is located at Solaris Dutamas.

GI-A1-07, Solaris Dutamas, NO 1, Jalan Dutamas 1, 50480, Kuala Lumpur.

Kell's FB

Seriyesli aku nak tahu camne.

2011-07-23T20:52:00.001+08:00

Aku tgh tgk Malaysia lwn singapore sambil baring depan TV. So far result dah 4-1. Lantaklah pasal bola tu sebab tibe3 masa tgk bola tu aku tiba2 terfikir tentang kedudukan kewangan aku. Sambil mengabaikan pendapatan sampingan yang masih belum pasti, tibe3 aku terfikir camne aku nak beli rumah? Nak beli kereta? Nak beli tanah untuk tanam kelapa sawit nanti. Nak tambah pendapatan. OK, selingan jap. Safik kene kad merah sebab sepak pemain singapore. Ok abaikan balik. seriyesli kadang2 aku rasa gaji aku tak cukup. Selepas mengambil keputusan nekad tahun lepas utk membuat loan asb max 200k aku akui sedikit sebanyak aku kene berjimat cermat. Mungkin lately aku terasa sikit sebab persiapan wedding yg memerlukan sedikit sebanyak perbelanjaan. Selain dari membeli rumah teres yang aku plan nak disewakan tapi xdisewa3 lagi. Aku bersyukur sebab kereta tuaku tak banyak buat hal tahun ini. Paling besar pon last month tukar plate cluth RM500. sebenarnya aku berdoa supaya rezeki ku sentiasa dimurahkan. Setiap kali aku rasa tak cukup, aku sentiasa ckp ngan diri sendiri yg rezeki tu bukan dtg dari duit gaji tapi dari Allah swt. Dan sekarang bila aku rasa sempit sedikit, aku berdoa semoga Allah mempermudahkan rezeki ku dan membantuku. Amin...

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Pop Look!

2011-07-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

Ive been her follower since i was in maktab. I admire her smooth and moisture skin i felt like she's one of the beautiful woman i ever seen.

Here was my current tutorial video to look to. I must say i have to use this video and apply it on my face! so simple yet so elegant! Love it.

Keghairahan Masa Kini

2011-07-14T23:13:00.003+08:00

Keghairahan sekarang adalah mengayuh basikal dengan harapan lelemak mencair, berat berkurangan dan kardio bertambah. Alhamdulillah sekarang kayuh 30km tak rasa apa. Teringat waktu mula-mula kayuh tak sampai 3km mental dah down! Semoga kayuhan ini berjaya mendapatkan hasil yang memuaskan. Target? - Miranda Kerr. Haha.

Dengan Hanif, my lil' brother. Fixie bike je tapi laju sebab dia tenaga org muda.

bf kacak ku! ;p

wahhh hensemnya!

ye, aku muka penat die muke maintain. biasala, aku tak fit! haha

basikal pon tau penat!

masa off-road sg.tengi last week. Pergghhh! tercabut lutut beb!

Gambar dicilok 100% dari FB bf.

Cat Rumah kaler ape?? aaaa

2011-07-13T18:30:00.003+08:00

HELP! yayang any idea?

or u can help me choose ur color then printscreen it to me. Tqvm!

Dimana anda?

2011-07-11T22:27:00.004+08:00

9 Julai pasti akan dikenang dalam kalendar negara kita Malaysia sebagai suatu hari yang penuh dengan agenda, harapan, kekecohan, dan semangat. Terpulang bagaimana kita memandangnya. Bagaimana kita melihatnya. Kita punya pilihan untuk terus memandang satu pihak sebagai pesalah, pembuat kecoh, penghuru-hara keadaan dan terus menyalahkan satu pihak sebagai punca kepada segala kekecohan yang berlaku. Terus terang, aku langsung tak terfikir untuk mengambil tahu apakah yang berlaku berkenaan dengan Bersih 2.0 yang sibuk digembar-gemburkan oleh banyak media semasa samada melalui internet atau Tv. Sehinggalah tarikh 9 Julai tiba dan semua orang sibuk memperkatakan berkenaan hal tersebut.

Apa yang aku faham berkenaan Bersih 2.0 adalah permintaan segelintir rakyat yang inginkan Pilihanraya diadakan dengan cara yang bersih, tanpa korupsi, tanpa penipuan, tanpa satu alamat 20 ahli yang membuat undian, diadakan secara telus dan sah. Ini adalah tuntutan mereka yang inginkan supaya kerajaan sedia ada menimbangkan permintaan mereka supaya apabila berlaku pilihanraya tidak akan berlaku penipuan yang kononnya berlaku sekian lama. Dan melihatnya dari segi positif, tuntutan ini adalah relevan sekiranya ianya mampu untuk membuang yang keruh dan menidakkan ketidak puasan hati rakyat sekian lama.

Jangan dilihat siapa yang menganjurkan Bersih 2.0. Lihat sahaja apa tuntutan yg di minta. Semua orang tidak sempurna. Siapa kita untuk menilai apakah yang benar, apakah yang tipu. Adakah apa yang kita lihat selama ini merupakan kebenaran? Adakah perkara yang kita tidak tahu menjadi satu jenis kesalahan apabila didedahkan? Setiap orang melihat dan menilai berdasarkan pengalaman sendiri. Tidak membaca dan jahil terus memberi penilaian. Yang jahat itu, yang baik ini. Dan yang paling best apabila membuat penyataan bernas dengan berkata "saya cintakan kedamaian" Siapa yang tidak cintakan kedamaian? siapa yang suka berperang dan bermusuh terus bergaduh? Aku percaya tiada siapa yang suka.

Memang dizaman ini sukar untuk mencari pemimpin yang betul-betul adil. Berdoalah semoga Allah memberikan yang terbaik dan menunjukkan kebenaran yang kita pinta selama ini. Dan ingatlah, sebagai umat islam wajib bagi kita untuk memilih pemimpin yang beragama Islam kerana mereka yg akan memimpin dan membimbing komuniti kita. Aku fikir semua itu kita harus tahu.

Saya sayang Malaysia. Tanah tumpah darahku.

"....A simple I love you means more than money...."

2011-07-07T00:55:00.004+08:00

"A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous."

"I love him and that's the beginning of everything."

"Each moment of a happy lover's hour is worth an age of dull and common life."

Tik-tok

2011-07-01T21:55:00.003+08:00

i have so many pending drafts and i just don't know where to finish? i mean, yeah, to end all the drafts and publish it in my blog. So hectic. yeah, my faults cos i have to admit that i am so lazyyy lately, i woke up late in the morning. if the clock still not kicking 6.30 then im surely still on the bed kroih..kroih.. Kinda late to be at school when normally i punched in around 7.27am.

Eh,eh? Ok, i was thinking to start blogging about my BIG day! the preparation, the feelings, the excitements. Everything Behind the scenes. So that when we turned 55, we've got something to look to. To brings back the memories. ececeh. :p

So, the songs me and bf keep haunted this few days. I love it! Let's sing together.

Baby, please dont let me go.-Olly Murs.

Hensem. and gay too. lol

ni bukan bf die. ni scott, DJ.

Aku dah dekat 15 kali tekan replay. korang?

Oh dah lame tak update blog!

2011-06-20T19:09:00.001+08:00

Act ade 2 post yg still draft. Tulis2 then save tak publish pon. Hmm... Well, kalau ikutkan macam byk nak cakap, nak cerita tapi macam halfway je jadi malas. Nak cerita few things about my work, tadi buat pemantauan disiplin kat this school one school. Dekat dengan rumah tapi x dekat pon. Jauh ke dalammmm. Xpernah pon lalu situ. Boss sibuk tanye, wana takkan tak pernah lalu kawasan ni kot? Memang x pernah pon. Call abah few times sebab nak confirm route. Gps boss pon xleh detect. Xde route lansung! Since abah baru je transfer ke sekolah yg dekat2 dengan tempat ti so he gives me direction. We managed to reach the school at 10 am. Sekolah ni memang sangat jauh ke dalam. Sampai 2 je macam sunyi sepi. Bangunan pon sikit. Students ade 23 orang je! Sikit gile okeh? I was holding my ipad to key in the school info when tibe2 ade sorang student ni dtg and said, besarnye hp cikgu!!! Haha. Then i told him what is this thing im holding. Sweet sgt. :).

After doing few check ups and semak few files, we finish the jobs at 12.30 then boss bawak balik ke ppd! And now i have to do the report and email balik kat boss! Bye!

Bosan kan entri ni?

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this cute lil' thing from u.

2011-06-03T00:29:00.003+08:00

He gave me this cute bracelet. He told me this is for my birthday which is another 10 days. We went to this shop just to look around then suddenly he decided to buy me one. So sweet. Im not into gold. Yes im into this jewelry thingy but not gold. When he told me that he wants me to wear one, i was touched. Its huge. I know that he loves me when he said, he wants to make me happy for pampering me.

He's my life. My everything. My courage, my breathe. For every single second thing that i do, i know that i want him to be part of it.

Let me tell u that i love u so much. Thanks Mohd Helmi for everything. U make me smile. :)

Bersyukur. Ingat. Syukur.

2011-05-25T21:46:00.003+08:00

Malam yang penuh iktibar. Aku baru je lepas membedal durian hasil pencarian di sg.besar tadi. Sebelum balik sempat menyinggah ke kedai mak siti. Ape lagi, pekena lontong ayam pebret ngan burger ayam belah empat share dengan apos ngan dibot. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Sampai je kat rumah, lepas je makan beberapa biji durian yang sampai buat kepala aku pening, aku terus tgk tv3 kebetulan diorang tgh review pasal kejadian tanah runtuh yang menyebabkan hampir 20+ terbunuh. Sorry aku tak tau figure sebenar. Rasanya kejadian tu betul3 buat aku jadi emosi+berhabuk kat mata. Aku ingat lagi last year kitorang ade masukkan adek aku yang ke-4 tu ke program waktu cuti sekolah dekat3 tempat kejadian, program mengaji Al-Quran ala madrasah. Memang kat area tu banyak program3 berbentuk keagamaan yang sebenarnya boleh buat kita berubah. Sebab aku dah tengok sikit3 kat adik aku tu. Boleh plak die jadi peserta terbaik masa program tu. Siap dapat hafal surah yasiin seminggu je. Bila td tengok mayat-mayat yang dikeluarkan dari tanah tu betul3 buat aku jadi sebak. Terpikir, Allah cabut nyawa kita dengan cara yang kita tak sangka. Sekelip mata. Yang penting berdoalah semoga kita meninggal dunia dengan cara yang baik dan tergolong dalam kalangan hambanya yang soleh. InsyaAllah. Al-Fatihah untuk adik3 yang telah pergi dulu tinggalkan kita.

Sesungguhnya, banyak kejadian minggu ni yang buat aku sedar dan insaf. Aku sedar aku bukan seorang yang baik. Aku jugak sedar aku jarang bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ade. Selalu aku tengok orang yang berada di atas. Aku compare dengan orang yang lebih senang. Aku jarang tengok orang yang berada di bawah. Yang lagi susah. Kadang-kadang aku complen gaji sikit. Bila PM nak naikkan gaji? bising harga minyak naik. Bising gaji sikit. Gaji sikit pekejadahnya! Sebenanrnya aku patut bersyukur sangat3 dengan gaji yang aku dapat. Bila aku fikir ade kawan-kawan yang berhempas pulas mencari kerja lepas belajar, aku senang-senang je dapat kerja. Aku ingat lagi aku bising tak dapat cuti lame terus kena posting padahal patutnya aku bersyukur. Orang lain menganggur sampai 2-3 tahun nak dapat kerja. Aku 2 minggu terus dapat kerja. 3 bulan lepastu terus dapat gaji pertama. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Tapi, kadang3 aku selalu komplen, aahh..gaji sikit, mane cukup? nak shopping itu-ini. Satu lagi contoh tak baik yang aku buat. Tak faham. Aku kesal sgt dengan sikap aku yang camtu. Ye. Kadang-kadang aku perasan, aku punya taste yang mcm naga dalam soal beli barang. Nak yang mahal-mahal lepastu komplen lagi duit tak cukup. Handbag nak pakai yang mahal beli sampai 1k+ pakai sekali je lepas tu nak jual balik! Beli plak tak cukup satu tp berpuluh kali sampai tak muat almari. At the end? handbag yang biasa tu je laa yang aku pakai kesana sini. Itupun aku masih komplen. itu x cukup sana tak dapat. Yang ini tak rasa lagi. bla3.. Banyak betul benda aku komplen! Mana rasa syukur yang patut aku ucapkan atas nikmat yang Allah beri ni? mana? :(

Sedih sangat. Aku jadi seorang yang sombong. Menunjuk-nunjuk. Sedih sangat. Kadang-kadang aku pikir, apakah kesudahannya? Apakah jenis manusia aku ini jika aku tidak berfikir untuk berubah? Selalu rasa tak cukup. Tak pernah rasa syukur atas limpah kurnia-NYA. Alhamdulillah aku dengar jugak cakap abah supaya tak beli kereta. Tipulah kalau aku taknak pakai kereta baru. Pakai kereta baru tak kisahlah kereta apa kan? yang penting BARU. Pernah dulu aku menkomplen apela kereta buruuk, asek rosakkk je kat Whitey aku tu tapi abah cakap, sabar. pergi repair. Akhirnya, Whitey sihat dan bolehlah aku pakai sampai satu masa die cakap "Ok, Im done" Aku berdoa semoga aku boleh pakai WHitey selama yang boleh. Alhamdulillah, sekarang aku tak rasa jelly tengok orang lain pakai kereta baru. Yang penting ade ekon cukuplah. Bila difikirkan balik, bila aku takde kereta aku boleh manage duit aku dengan lebih baik. Kereta adalah keperluan. cukup ada satu. cukup ade Whitey. Kalau die rusak, aku pinjam la kereta kebun abah. walaupun bau busuk dengan kelapa sawit ngan macam-macam lagi bau sekurang-kurangnya kereta tu pon ade ekon. :)

Belajarlah bersyukur. Bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada. Bayangkan semua itu tiada? Sedih bukan? Sedih. Aku bersyukur diatas segala nikmat Allah beri kepadaku. Diatas segala pemberianNYA. RezekiNYA, dan rahmatNYA. Syukur padaMU Ya ALLAH. Sebenarnya tanpa kita sedar, Allah sentiasa tau apa yang terbaik untuk hambaNYA.

nite nite

2011-05-25T00:07:00.001+08:00

i kinda like it.

Mana kamu?

2011-05-24T00:46:00.001+08:00

I hope to see them again. Pls come home. both of u! :(

I cry myself to sleep again tonight .

2011-05-23T00:05:00.001+08:00

Misery is what I feel

When you're not around

So I can't heal

Misery is what I feel

Is what I feel

Rahmatilah aku dan mereka yang ku syg Ya Allah

2011-05-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah Ya tuhanku, aku bersyukur diatas segala rezeki yang kau beri pada ku. Aku bersyukur diatas segala yang telah kau kurniakan kepadaku. Jauhkan aku dari sifat bongkak dan sombong. sesungguhnya sungguh besar rahmatmu pada diriku. Banyak sungguh ujian yang kau beri padaku namun ku sedar, ini kerana kau masih mengingatiku dan menyayangiku. aku bersyukur atas rezekimu Ya Allah. syukur Ya Allah.

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A week to go to have fun!

2011-05-20T10:10:00.003+08:00

Lagi seminggu nak bercuti! Oh i cant wait for holidays. Mula je cuti dah mcm3 plan aku buat. On Friday, afta school terus gerak ke KL. My Flight to JB is on Saturday kul 7.30pg. Sampai kul 8.15pg. Cepat betol kan? Kesian kat darl kene bgn awal2 amek kat airport. hehe. Cant wait for Izz Wedding! and off course jumpe kawan3 tersayang. I missed wawa's wedding so im not gonna miss this too! Well, actually the plan is to go JB together with yayang but since die ade job wedding so x dpt laa pegi sesame.

Eh, btw malam tadi try out new color kat gambar outdoor emy+ewan and kinda like the tone! Memang best laaa ade imek ni. Sekian.

Ok, gambar yg di try3 malam td. Buat video diorang berdua ni rase macam nak kawen cepat3 plak!!

Imac and my first attempt!

2011-05-18T20:32:00.002+08:00

i was concentrating on my video editing, (cet!) when my brother, Hanif came to me and asked, " kakna, diorang ni dah kawen ke?

Haha! he must be curios because of their actions.

Teaser. Update the rest later!

my bestie post wedding emy!

p/s: im just a beginner. :p

Loser Like me.

2011-05-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

enjoy this song as i did fellas.

Yayang

2011-04-22T18:54:00.001+08:00

I was cuddling this love shape red pillow when i suddenly thinking about you. How lucky i am for having you in my life. During my sick day after the operation, u never failed visiting me in hospital. U came everyday. From 10 am till 8pm. I was crying remembering all the things u have done to me. U texted me everyday asking me, "baby nak pape tak"? U brought everything that i asked u to bring. U asked me to be strong, helped me on my first move after the operation, seeing me vomit all the time. Its huge for me.

Ur encouragement. Ur love. Every single thing.
Alhamdulillah, syukur ya Allah.

I love u yayang.

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I guess we're done here.

2011-04-21T16:38:00.001+08:00

No one will understand. That i have this feelings toward you since ages. Yes. Ure just a friend that dont deserved me! As far as i remember, u need me only when ure in trouble. Like, u need something and nobody were there to help you. And i will be there.

Ure not good in persuaded me. Promise something but never fullfill. Yes. Lots!
Ko ingat ko bagus sangat ke?
Budget bagus.
Ko memang selalu menyusahkan aku. Malas aku nk ckp byk nnti ko tau yang ini semua pasal ko.

Huh!

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Kita hanya mampu merancang.

2011-04-14T20:22:00.001+08:00

I was laying on my couch. Watching tanyalah ustaz. Its been 3 days now after my discharge from hospital. I grabbed my phone, texted wawa telling her that im not be able to be there on her Wedding day. I was crying while typing the words and it really hurt me so bad, ripped me inside of my heart that ive been telling her for years that no matter what ill be there on her wedding day. The fact that my body is still weak, that i easily getiing tired while walking and that i need to catch my breath everytime i make a move? Its impossible to go to her wedding with my condition right now. Im sorry dear. You know how much i love you and how disappointed i am for this. But my pray for ur happiness is always there. I hope the ceremony will be the best u ever had.

Gosh! My tears! :(

I was having this pain on my right lower abdomen since last twice tuesday. I went to the private clinic before going to the hospital. It was all my fault. I kept denying that i was sick and pretend that i was ok when confront with my parents. I still remember, on friday abah told me that he wants to send me to emergency room, but i refused. He babled for a min and then he went out. A few minutes after, he called me and start babling again! He told me that i should go to the hospital bla-bla.....

But i must said i was so scared. I still remeber when the pain hits me at night, i was reaching my ipad googling about the pain that caused me. Appendix was one of the hits and 3 out of 5 symstoms that being mention were just sooooo what ive been thru.

It was on tuesday when i felt like i cant take this anymore, yayang sends me to the hospital. Right after seeing the Dr, he told me that i was diagnosed with appendix. In 30 mins, ambulance was ready for me. I was sent to Hospital Teluk Intan. And i underwent the operation that night around 10 pm. Mine were so complicated i still remember the surgeon told me the next day, after the operation, " berpeluh3 ketiak saya operate awak"

And today, after 9 days, i feel better and Alhamdulillah syukur, im getting better and better.

Ive got lots to tell. Wait for another chapter.

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Villelang

2011-04-02T11:01:00.001+08:00

Its her dreams. I always wants to see her dreams come true. So, all the design are based on her dreams.

Personally, i cant wait to see it done, finish or whatever!!!

Mak, i hope ure happyyy!!

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Chillex at home.

2011-03-29T21:32:00.002+08:00

My mc has been forwarded to another a week. I guess i really need it as my body is healing and still coping with the situation rite now. Since i got gastric a week after operation. I assumed that my body is adapting with the food flow into my stomach as i consume a very less food from usual. Everyday, i woke up at 6 shower at 9 ( after tanyalah ustaz) then resting, watching tv then its eve already...

Im boring.... I hope my recovery is doing well. I missed school, and kids.

Yes, u got to go.

2011-03-29T12:22:00.003+08:00

U asked me how much periods are my class? Then i said 28. Ok, I know the issues here. Some are so jelly that we teach few periods, less students, comfy environment and of cos few stresses compare to yours. and last but not least, extra allowances every month. Yes, Alhamdulillah syukur.

Look at me, myself. Do you think we really banging our legs here? Like doing nothing? Few teachers means that we need to carry the burden together. We have files like yours. Yes, while u guys can share it together with your 80+ colleagues, we do it together with 4 of us. Paperworks? i submit at least 2-3 every months.

Why keep comparing? Open ur eyes. Open ur heart.

Nah, a video from me to u.

Yes, u got to go.

Thanks love!

2011-03-28T00:27:00.001+08:00

Tadi, masa kat site yayang call tye nak beli Cincin tak? Then I told him, ikut u laaa.... I x kisah pon. Then at 12 he fetched me at home. We went to the jewelry shop then the hunter begin.

He picked a very beautiful rings for me! Simple but I like it so much! He even pretend like he wants to propose me! Haha.

Yayang, I sgt sygkan u. For everything yang u dah buat untuk I. I'm so lucky to have u. I can't wait to share my life dgn u. Terima kasih sebab ngorat I, ajak I g drift, share minat u dgn I.. Belajar ape yg I sukaa...buat segala-galanya Demi I. I Akan Take care u, buat u happy, masak yg best2 utk u.. I nak u jd lelaki yg paling Bahagia.... Dan I nak bahagiakan u..

I love u Mohd Helmi.

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I bought my cindy

2011-03-27T07:43:00.001+08:00

I don't know why I name her Cindy but I guess it's really makes me happy! I am so busy installing games into Cindy. I cant wait to make u obese Cindy. Bye!

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LookBook!

2011-03-24T11:45:00.003+08:00

i am model to myself.

Check out my LOOKBOOK! peeps! :)

Aku dengan kucing.

2011-03-23T22:19:00.003+08:00

Tengok balik diri aku yang dulu, aku bukanlah seorang yang gemarkan kucing, sepak kucing? selalu. Kalau tanya sape3 yang rapat dengan aku dulu masa kat sekolah menengah memang tau aku memang tak gemarkan kucing. Benci kucing.

Masa berlalu. entah bile mulanya aku suka kat kucing aku pun tak ingat. Yang aku ingat sekarang aku memang sayang sangat kat kucing. Kadang3 ade jugak bias dengan kucing3 yang aku dah pet since 3 years ago. Macam Rooney, aku bela dekat setahun. Dari kucing yang robek3 bulunye abah kutip dari kantin sekolah. Aku jaga sampai bulu-bulu die tumbuh lawa, hantar vet kalau die sakit, Tiap-tiap kali nak pergi sekolah aku carik Rooney bgtau die, jumpe petang nanti ye Rooney? Sumpah aku syg sgt die sampai-lah die hilang awal JAN haritu. Menangis 2 malam aku teresak-esak tahan sebak dalam bilik kenangkan die. Seriyesli aku nangis. Tapi nangis yang tahan-tahan tu la. Kang kalau aku nangis kuat3 malu plak dengan family members. Adelah sebulan aku macam orang gile balik sekolah drive pelan3 mane tau jumpe die kat tepi jalan kan? Masa drive tu aku sebut nama die.. Rooney..Rooney..

Tapi tak jumpe pon. Sekarang dah dekat 4 bulan die hilang. Still aku harap die muncul balik. Sekarang, aku ade 12 ekor anak kucing. 8 ekor masih baby lagi. Anak3 ciponk, cloe dgn kasut. Aku memang jaga diorang seadanya. Kadang-kadang dapat gaji aku belikan wet-food sebab aku tau diorang suke gile bile dapat makan besar. Sedap!

Tadi, tengok Bersamamu diorang view pasal kucing-kucing gelanggangan. Manusia zaman sekarang memang suke sepak-sepak kucing kan? Sedih giler okeh? Lepas je habis tengok bersamamu terus aku kuar check it out kucing3 tengah buat ape. Adelaaa dalam 10 minit aku tenung diorang sebelum masuk rumah balik. Tadi pun baru je mintak tolong bf belikan makanan kucing. Tq sayang!.

Aku percaya, rezeki lagi murah bile bela kucing. Bukan nak cakap ape lah..Seminggu aku spent dekat RM50 beli makanan kucing. Itupun yang budget3 je aku beli. Sebulan dalam RM200. Tapi aku tak rasa pun aku kurang duit gile3 untuk survive. Rezeki Allah yang bagi. Rezeki bukan berdasarkan duit gaji yang aku terima tiap-tiap bulan. Kalau ikutkan memang aku tak mampu. Tapi sentiasa ada untuk kucing.

Aku akan cuba untuk be nice and make em happy. Tebus kesalahan lama. Even mak pun td sedih sebab 3 years ago mak pernah buang kucing. Ok sedih.

Cats come and go without ever leaving.

Oh Coffee!

2011-03-18T13:56:00.003+08:00

i was having 3 cups of coffee and realized how much sugar i have taken for that day.

While yayang just ordered plain water for himself. He routines now.

i felt like, im the first to go. Die because my stupidity.

"yayang, kalau i saket nanti u nak x jaga i?"

He answered, Off course baby. Mestilah i jaga u.

"yayang, nanti kalau i saket xleh nak bangun u nak jaga i jugak ke?"

"Kenapa i xnak jaga u plak, dahlah u jgn cakap yang bukan-bukan"

Slowly he slapped my mouth. hihi..ask me to stop babbling craps.

Its an honored u know. Having somebody by ur side, and he willing to take care of u of good and bad time.

I pray that this happiness gonna be mine forever. InsyaAllah.

p/s: i try my best to skip 2 cups of coffee every WEEK. Not day yeah? ;p

BFF

2011-03-08T19:20:00.004+08:00

During my teenage days in SLISS, ive been thru of ups and down with my bestfriends. My 8's of us. We called ourselves as WorldPeace. I must say, i am so proud having u girls as my friends. Yes, most of the time we still cherish each and every moments by hanging out together.

Recently, i went to meet 'em and enjoy our not so called nitelife at Danau Kota. This is in conjunction with shafira belated birthday party! Ok, This video was edited by my bf and the background song is my favourite song i think it was cute and really represent us!

Dear friends, thanks for the outstanding and amazing years with u. Thanks. I hope this relationship will last longer, forever.

--Shafira,Doyot,Cikin,Mas,Saha,Emy,Rina--

We don’t always like the same things..Take ice cream we like different flavors And we don’t always see things the sameOnce you called me a nameAnd I returned the favorC/OBut you are my best friend Foreverwe won’t ever let that end No neverYou are here for me and I am here for youThat’s what best friends doWe don’t always see eye to eyeDon’t ask me whyBut we don’t mind itAnd we don’t always get alongbut our friendship’s strongWe can always find it(CHORUS)We don’t always fit in with the crowdbut we still stand proudand we stand togetherAnd we don’t care what other people sayWe go our own true wayThat works a whole lot better

A Beautiful week

2011-03-07T10:32:00.008+08:00

4.03.2011

We had an argument on that day. i'm not sure about what. He said something about my annoying attitude and it really pissed me off! So we're end up getting mad to each other.

5.03.2011

He supposed to fetch me around 7am but then he just wake up( and its me who wakes his up!)around 7! We should be in Mahligai Firdaus around 9 for the wedding course. He then reached my home around 7.30. Speedy around 100-130km/h. We reached Setiawangsa around 9.30am. Thank God they only start the session at 10am.

So, we took the seat next to each other divide by the pathway.

SO? The Wedding Course?

Frankly speaking, i must say i learned so much things from this course. Dari sekecik3 kuman sehingga sebesar-besar alam. Terlalu banyak. I just realized that there's a lot of weakness from me, myself. Yes, malas nak cakap byk, i know im the most annoying person to my bf, the person he cares the most, love off cos and at the same time the person yang paling banyak buat dia pening kepala. @.@

Almost 100% ilmu yang dapat from the course sangat berguna dalam melayari ilmu rumah tangga. And yes. i wanna be a better person. for my future, and for the one i care, i love so much. for him. :)

He is the best person i eva had. I wanna be with him, now and hereafter. InsyaAllah.

5.03.2011 (Nightlife)

Dinner at Mali's Corner then shoot to Steamboat Flamingo as our reservation was at 10pm. Having so much fun with my buddies!

Shafira-doyot-cikin-mas-saha- As we celeb shafira belated birthday here!

6.03.2011

Slept over at Cikin's place with all the buddies. The next morning yayang fetch me and we had breakfast at Wak Wanjo Nasi Lemak.

and u know what? I coincidentally found out the larger than life (lol) secret's from one of my buddies.

Ahaks!

Its really a beautiful week! :)

Make a day at KLCC once the course done around 2pm.

The best in town! mee kari and kuewtiow soup. + teh tarik singgit lime posen.

Cute kan he? :p

Ok, In KLCC we were like jumped to one shop to another.

First shop was LONGCHAMP. Near the Isetan Exit. Ok, laa kan shopper's bag yang biasa tu harga average 500-600. Then all the designs memang sangat klasik and elegance. But since im not really into Longchamp, but when i saw all the Longchamp handbags limited edition by kate Moss, Terus rase macam Oh My Gucci!!

Then i asked the salesgirl how much it will cost me?

T E K A???

Ok, the price is 10k! Yes, it gorjes but im not gonna buy it. Maybe. Later.

Then, we went to Marc Jacob. Yes! i fell in love with this bag like from far away i was like argghhh! i have to own it!

Marc Jacob Carla. Memang ohsem. Harga? 5k+ Dapat free small wristlet yg cute! But interior design die tak berape lawa. Calf skin. Nice. Off coss laa tak beli. Nama pon serbey kan?

Then! we off to...

G U C C I!

Haha. ni pebret yayang. Die dah berkenan sangat dengan satu kasut tu. Harga pon ok. Murah laa utk GUCCI. Then, i asked one gentleman, to show me one of the bag on the top of the rack. Dah laa gentelman tu pakai glove okeh nak amek handbag tu!

'vintage web' medium boston bag with web detail. (HERE) Harga retail kat sini almost 10k. Interior sangat simple and clean and off cos laaa leather kan! Lawa. Oh i memang berkenan dengan design ni~ Dah pegang3 kat butik sambil ckp dalam hati, aku cop beg ni nanti aku datang balik aku bayar okeh?

and this is yayang picks!

Moccasin with signature web detail. Sangatlah bergaya lagi ohsem kalau yayang pakai! The price here around 1.7k. Worth it sangat kalau nak beli. But unfortunately the sizes are limited to only till 11 uk.Then kitorang tengok satu casing ipad yg sgtlah lawa! harga? ehem..almost an ipad price.

Hmm..i wish i will own one of the things i featured here soon. :)

its good to dream isnt it? :)
sangat!
moccasin with signature web detail.Sumpah lawa okeh!

Best friends forever

2011-03-04T09:01:00.002+08:00

I fell in love with this song okeh? Sangat cute and sangat senang nak nyanyi. Dah 3 malam asek nyanyi lagu ni je. Rasa seronok dan gembira dan bahagia.

Anyway, i love my friends so much.. i have an ups and downs friends yang sentiasa bersama walau apa jua keadaan..

Yes, kawan yang nanti susah baru nak cari pun ade. Biasalah kan?

Kehidupan memang camni. Tak semua orang sanggup susah senang dengan kita. Tak semua orang pandai jaga hati kita. Yang penting kita buat baik dengan semua orang, InsyaAllah orang akan baik dengan kita jugak.

cuma, sebagai manusia biasa (merujuk kepada diri sendiri-lah kan?)kita tak boleh nak berpura-pura dengan org yang not act nice with us. I have few.

but compare to all my bff's i dont ming losing em.

i love u my bff and u know who u are. :)

Surat Terbuka

2011-03-01T13:03:00.000+08:00

Hai PM dan semua Menteri-menteri berkaitan.
Semalam, saya dah bayar 150 untuk saman speedtrap. A week before that saya bayar RM150 jugak untuk saman ape ntah. So total yang saya bayar RM300. RM300 memang sikit je, tapi saya kene kumpul 3 bulan untuk bayar saman tu, sebab saya bukannya ada banyak duit pon. Ok,RM300 tu maybe sikit kan, kawan sekerja saya die duduk depan saya, die kene bayar RM3950 untuk saman-saman yang die dah kumpul. Dia lagi orang susah. Anak ade 4. Die lagi teruk. Kesian. Banyak berhutang dan rasa terbeban sebab nak bayar saman.

Dato, saya bukan orang senang. Saya kerja siang malam untuk carik duet. Hmm, saya rasa sangat terbeban dengan saman-saman yang saya dapat. Dato' tolonglaa naikkan gaji kami ke? tambah elaun ke? rebate ape3 ke? sebagai pengganti untuk semua ni. Tak kesian ke kat Rakyat? Bagaimana dengan orang lain yang lagi susah dan melarat sebab nak carik duet?

Dato' kene berbuat sesuatu. Jangan pandang sebelah mata. Bantu kami. Eh, harga minyak nak naik lagi ye? barang3 lain pon nak naik lagi ye? Terima Kasih ye Dato'!

Closet sales #1 [WTS] My Collections.

2011-02-21T16:53:00.004+08:00

An impulse purchase or impulse buy is an unplanned or otherwise spontaneous purchase. One who tends to make such purchases is referred to as an impulse purchaser or impulse buyer.

and yes! i am having that kind of behaviour.

I was googling my room/box/closet just now and find out that i have tons of stuffs that i dont think useful for me. When i said useful, its actually refer to the fact that im not going to use it anymore.

Wedges from Carlo Rhino. I bought this last 2.5 years at Mid Valley Megamall. I was addicted to wedges on that time. When i looked at it, i knew i hate to own it. Then i bought it. i wore during the farewell party with my mates in approximately 5 hours then kept it into the box till today. Really a waste!

Bought for RM129.90 willing to let go for only RM 35. Still in really good condition. (lots of dust cover the shoes as i store it in the box) Size 8.

Coach Signature Stripe Tote in Pink. 100% authentic. I bought this last month from this online blog. I was really fall in love with this tote as i am a big fan of tote and of cos laa coach kan? But when i received the bag it was actually smaller from what i was thought. It dont really suits me. I guess it looks better for a petite girl. I used it once not more then 6 hours. Look new.

Let go at RM 400. By the way i have another handbag from Coach (Op Art Sateen Hailey Crossbody 14337) and i dont mind let go both of this bag for RM1050. Condition tip top. 99.8% like new.

next is my sling bag from Baby Phat. I bought it online via babyphat.com. Its purple in color. very funky. Long strap. Never used before. I bought it during christmas sales last year for RM238.

Vibrant color. seriyesli gorjes. I just dont find any good reason to wear it. Let go at RM195.

and last but not least,

My super gorjes roomy elegant handbag from

Charles and Keith. Red in color!

Double handle with long strap.

Pls ask for more pictures.

(wanna106.sc@gmail.com)

I need it so bad!!

2011-02-21T14:54:00.003+08:00

Since im not using BB anymore, (cos it was sent for a warranty) i felt like i was such a loser. Currently, im using Nokia handphone, that old and basic model borrowed from my brother. A very limited msgs that can only be received. Everytime it hits 83-85, the message "No space for new message" will appear and then i have to delete the previous msg so that the new msg can push to the inbox! The worst case scenario is, i have to restart the phone so that i can reply to the msg or it will be pending! Arghhhh! Frankly speaking, i really hate the situation! Arghhhh!!! (100times)

So, i was thinking to buy new phone. As soon as possible. Lets my BB rest in peace at Chuan's hands. That apek really pissed me off! seriously! I bet he sold me reckon bb and how i wish to open this case to tribunal pengguna! geramm betol aku! Speaking of new phone, My picks of the day would be:

Blackberry Bold 3. - with all new and update features from the previous version, i bet that bold 3 will never let a girl like me who loves to tweet, fb, bbm and bla-blaa dowwwwwwwwwwwnnn!
Iphone 4. - i dont have to talk about this supertitious gadget everyone talking about rite now! A must have by a geek. Yes. im part of it. Ok, at least quarter. LOL.
HTC HD! - Well, i wanna try android, and read from all the reviews, it seems that this phone is really amazing! All the features worth it to orgasm!

Blackberry took 60% of my choice. In terms of price it really suit my budget while the other phones are actually quite expensive. Maybe kalau ade rezeki boleh beli. But i really need to buy the phone asap!

hmm, but the must have things to buy this coming wiken is new wedges!

Is you..

2011-02-19T10:50:00.002+08:00

Yayang, i missed u so bad. Really bad. Every second is about u.

i need u.

and love u.

and yes, miss u.

come home fast!

Lagu x cukup napas.

2011-02-18T21:50:00.003+08:00

Dulu, waktu belaja kat maktab, aku ade band nama the killer roses. Ko tgk video tu, ok aku guitarist tu la. hujung sekali.

Kitorang nyanyi lagu ni dapat no 3 ke 2 kalau x silap.

Next year nye bwk lagu muse and Nash. kalah. frankly speaking memang aku x suke men lagu tu. tetibe rase menyesal main pastu x sedap pon ntah hape3. Tapi bile ko dalam band and then ko x bran utk bersuara, memang laa gini gamaknye. Muse? Nash? band girl? memang LOL aaa gamaknye.

Hmm, at least aku ade video best my first performance on the stage kan? Best kat aku. my pebret song waktu itu. haha.

My Wedding Song #1

2011-02-16T23:07:00.002+08:00

Ok, i should have sleep by now. Been very tired of school, cycling. and bla-- But Syahmi didnt give me chance. Ok, its my fault act for making he cried. I shut down the light hoping that he would sleep end up he crying out loud. Thank God Kaklong home ady. So, before i go to sleep this is one of the song that should be played during my wedding. or at least my in my wedding video. Haha!

i love this song!

My head is stuck in the clouds

She begs me to come down

Says "Boy quit foolin' around"

I told her "I love the view from up here

Warm sun and wind in my ear

We'll watch the world from above

As it turns to the rhythm of love"

We may only have tonight

But till the morning sun you're mine all mine

Play the Music low and sway to the rhythm of love

My heart beats like a drum

A guitar string to the strum

A beautiful song to be sung

She's got blue eyes deep like the sea

That roll back when she's laughing at me

She rises up like the tide

The moment her lips meet mine

We may only have tonight

But till the morning sun you're mine all mine

Play the Music low and sway to the rhythm of love

When the moon is low

We can dance in slow motion

And all your tears will subside

All your tears will dry

Ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba baba

Da da-da dum da-da dum

Ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba

Da da-da dum da-da dum

And long after I've gone

You'll still be humming along

And I will keep you in my mind

The way you make love so fine

We may only have tonight

But till the morning sun you're mine all mine

Play the music low and sway to the rhythm of love

im gonna try to play it on my guitar!

A friend of mine.

2011-02-14T23:19:00.003+08:00

A good friend of mine, Kak Ilah dah lama sakit Hepatisis C since like years ago. Korang gugel sendiri ape penyakit ni by clicking THIS.

She was my friend during college time. IPIK. Satu kelas of 5 and a half years. Panggil die kakak sebab die tua 2 tahun dari aku. Dia memang dah lama sakit hepatisis ni. Dulu, Kak Ilah pernah cerita die pernah ade penyakit Leukimia Leukimia ni lebih kurang macam blood cancer. Abg kak ilah pernah transfer sum sum tulang die bg Kak Ilah. Lepas transfer tu die getting better, Alhamdulillah. Cuma, mungkin efek dari ubat and kimo yg die pernah go thru dulu menyebabkan die dapat penyakit Hepatisis tu. Ubat kan di digest oleh hati. Sebab dah over capacity lama3 hati pon boleh rosak. Banyak sgt efek rupenye. after sihat dari leukimia ujian lain pulak yg die terima, hepatisis. But she's very strong.

Kak Ilah as far as i know is really a good friend. She's very a strong woman. Banyak kali Kak ilah bagitau perasaan dia, apa yang dia rasa, tentang penyakit dia. Macam-macam. Dulu, masa duduk kat Budiman 9, rumah kitorang ada balkoni, kadang3 tiap3 malam Kak Ilah menangis kat situ. Dan banyak kali jugak aku dengar apa perasaan Kak Ilah, sedihnya dia dgn penyakit yang dia ada. Dan kadang3 dia rasa dia dah banyak menyusahkan org lain. Aku cuma meletak diri aku pada tempat kak ilah. Boleh ke aku hadapi life bila aku ade penyakit, dan aku rasa aku jadi burden kpd org lain? Aku faham sangat bila kak ilah rasa sensitif dengan banyak perkara. Tiba3 rasa sedih bila teringat camne aku layan kak ilah dulu? Hmm.. tak sebaik camne die layan aku.

Sekarang selepas lebih kurang 12 bulan selepas kali terakhir kitorang jumpe, last week Kak Ilah call. Ok, terkejut gak. Rindu pon ade. sebab dah lame gile x bersembang kan?

Masa mula3 angkat phone kak ilah tanya sihat ke x, aku dgn suara excited rasa mcm wahhh! bestnye Kak Ilah call! mesti die nak cerita about Her upcoming wedding. Yes. last year in Dec die engaged dgn this guy which is also my friend. Masa bulan 12 tu Kak Ilah ade cakap die nak kawen in June 2011. The other reason why i postponed my Big-Day is because of this. Yes. aku nak celebrate Wedding kwn3 sama3. For me, life is better with family and friends. Since Kak Ilah dah call bgtau die nak kawen in a first week of June, so i postponed my plan sebab nak ke Terengganu!

Ok, back to story. Then, Kak Ilah cakap dengan nada yang biasa yg die dah putus tunang. What? aku siap ckp boleh x jgn buat lawak? Lepas tu bila nada suara die dah berubah baru aku sedar yang dia tak tipu. Ok, sedih. Kak Ilah cakap, rupe3nye si tunang ni macam tak boleh terima penyakit dia. padahal die dah tau kedudukan sebenar penyakit tu. risiko, kemungkinan yang berlaku after the marriage semua dia dah tau. Cuma tiba3 je die bangkitkan isu tu balik. Kak Ilah cerita, last week die and tunang die pergi ke hospital. Atas kesempatan tu, si tunang ni tanyala macam3 pasal penyakit tu. Lepas je keluar dari bilik doktor tibe3 si tunang ckp camni..

"Ilah, nak ke nanti bile ilah masak famili i x mkn masakan tu?

"ilah nanti kita x boleh share makanan..

"ilah, nanti ilah jgn marah kalau i nak kawen lain sebab ilah kan ade saket..

"ilah, demi kebahagiaan i, ilah kene buat keputusan...

Hmm, kalau dah orang yang kita syg mintak kita buat keputusan yg kita tau untuk dilepaskan?

Kak Ilah sedih. dia ingat si tunang ni dah boleh terima semua rupa3nya tidak. Kalau dulu tak boleh terima kenapa nak bertunang. Kan? Takkan takde fikir langsung perasaan perempuan tu camne?

Doktor tu sendiri cakap, qada' dan qadar di tangan tuhan. Allah dah tentukan segalanya untuk hambanya. kalau nak cakap share makanan tu boleh berjangkit, ia hanya beberapa percent sahaja. Hubungan seks? boleh je. Dr tu sendiri ckp ia cuma 10% untuk risiko jangkitan. Dah byk yg survive dan boleh hidup bahagia dengan zuriat masing3. isu share makanan juga bukan isunya, hampir 6 tahun bersama kak ilah, Alhamdulillah tiada apa yang berlaku. Allah maha besar. Lagipun, kita bukannya hidup zaman jepun.

Pucuk pangkalnya, kenapa nak bertunang kalau tak boleh terima kekurangan dia dulu? dan kenapa nak lukakan hati Kak Ilah?

Dan yg pasti aku masih ingat ptg lepas diorang bertunang si tunang ni ada call aku dan dia ckp die dah redha dgn semua ni. Tapi sekarang?

Hmm.. kita takkan tahu apa perasaan Kak Ilah sebenarnya. Dia sakit dan dia sangat baik. dia ingat lelaki tu boleh terima dia seadanya tapi tak rupenye. Mula mengungkit benda3 lama dan carik pelbagai alasan. if i were in her place i just dont know what to do. But, Kak Ilah tahu sebenarnya si tunang cuma nak memutuskan pertunangan tp seolah3 dia yang suruh Kak Ilah putuskan!

Perlu bagi kita org islam untuk percaya qada'dan qadar. Ye, memang mudah untuk ckp cuma kadang3 bila sesuatu yg kita x sangka itu berlaku buat kita alpa dan lupa. Aku cukup sedih dengan penderitaan dan kesengsaraan yang Kak Ilah lalui. Macam3 Allah duga. Allah memang syg sgt Kak Ilah. Kak Ilah memang sangat kuat dan tabah.

Kak Ilah, mungkin ada insan di luar sana yang lebih baik and deserve u better. ure such a wonderful and amazing friend i eva had. I pray the best for u. For ups and down, i will try my best to support u in everything!..

Am i a freak? or i'm just to weird. Weirder.

2011-02-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

Everytime i looked at my tote, handbags, or my hobo i love the fact that some materials, like the handles are made of leather. At least mestilah ade leather because i was kinda addicted to the smell. Kadang-kadang bila angin sepoi3 bahasa lalu kat handbag pastu bau leather tu mencanak masuk dalam hidung Ya Allah rase mcm sedap gile bau tu! Kadang3 bila dalam kereta tgh drive rasa nak capai handbag then smell dulu the leather. Seriously addicted to it. Bau lether tu jugak actually berjaya buat hati rasa tenang and seriously i dont mind paying extra bucks for the smell of leather!

HAHA. ok memang lawak gile tp korang pun mesti rasa benda yg sama kan? esp girls. bau pvc dan kulit mcm langit dgn bumi. LOL. handbag PVC pun byk gak. lawa gak cume yelah takde kalo pki tu rasa mcm nak cium3 kan? OK, gile ahh semua ni tp aku memang suke gile bau leather. gile suke.

Anyway...the point is am I being silly thinking only leather is good enough to buy? imma a leather freak. cant help it.

Ok. Done with that craps. Nak cite benda lain boleh x?

Tadi, fetch Gibbs kat Teluk Intan. Oh, he pedals maken ohsem! smart x sabar nak cycle esok 45km. lol

ok, masa yayang nak amek Gibbs tu i was inside the car, then masa kuar tu x sedar kunci kat dlm. Then bila dah kuar kereta autolock.Then, guy yg repair Gibbs to offer to find Dr.Kunci. He managed to find one. Uncle tu try3 aaa bukak sana sini gune dawai and unfortunately it didnt worked. i saw yayang dah cari3 bata i bet die nak pecahkan cermin kereta. Ok, cermin kereta korea kan mahal gile. almost 800. i was like, pls yayang dont break it! then the uncle aka Dr kunci use the ruler to cungkil3 the kunci and finally berjaya! nasib baik ok? or else i lah yg kene bayar cos it was my fault.

Then makan mcd. hehe. sebbaek yayang x sambung marah. pujuk3 mintak maaf byk3 kali then die ok la... hihi.

alaa yayang x rindu i ke? ;p

I pray.

2011-02-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

"Ya Allah jika rezekiku masih dilangit maka turunkanlah,

jika ada didalam bumi maka keluarkanlah,
jika sukar maka mudahkanlah,
jika haram maka sucikanlah, jika jauh
maka dekatkanlah, amin..."

Hi Langkawi.

2011-02-08T20:26:00.004+08:00

i dont really had a chance to upload pictures in Langkawi. I went there on Sunday (30th Jan). Darl, baby and i met at LCCT around 8 and we checked in around 8.30. The flight were supposed to fly at 9.15 but due to the bad weather it was delayed till 11.15pm. We reached Langkawi around 12.10am and Dayah with Kirah already there to fetch us! Thanks to both of u.Nothings much to say. The fact that i enjoyed myself being there with my gfs. We went mangrove. There were around 11 islands that we managed to hop to. The chance to increase the Adrenalins by boating fighting with the waves. It was a fantastic feelings eva. Then palying the banana boat at pantai Chenang.

Ok , i was so happy. I bet my gfs too had so much fun.

i shopped lots of chocolates, pinggan mangkuk and i spent around RM600 for shopping. We flight back to KL on 2nd feb (wednesday) at 11.15am. In LCCT yayang ady there to fetch me. (oh! i miseed him so bad too)

Pictures? ok, here some.

btw, much love to dayah for providing the transportation, accommodations, and almost everything what we needs during the vacations. Thanks so much dear!

proves that i missed him like anywhere! ;p

i adore this place! they called it four seasons. fascinating isnt it?

color changes

dinner near the beach. A feelings like i were in Italy. lol

ok, thx dayah for capturing me. sobs.

Its really hard to find me in every pics as i was the OP. Langkawi will be the place im going to visit every year!

i love it!

macam-macam bende nak share.

2011-02-03T13:57:00.002+08:00

Banyak bende nak tulis. banyak sangat sampai tak tau nak start dari mane? Pasal holiday kat langkawi? Yes. tapi itu hold dulu sebab gambar pon belom transfer lagi x seronok cerita kalau xde gambar kan? Yang pasti holiday kat Langkawi memang best! maybe holiday last dengan kawan3 sebab nak settle down this coming June? lepas ni xboleh jalan sensorang laa sebab kene bwk the other half kan? :D

Ok, start with my plan of continue the study. Since darl memang dah confirm dapat sambung dekat UKM so i was thinking to apply this coming April. Rasenye offer start bulan tu. UPSI or UKM? Overseas kene hold dulu-lah sebab budget memang tak ade. Nak guna duit banyak sangat ni. Lagipun its impossible to apply scholarship since kerja pon baru nak masuk 2 tahun, it require us to work more that 3 years with good performance. i dont think i ady achieved that. Banyak lagi kene pikir. Duit memang isu besar. Cuma yang penting sekarang nak kutip byk credits from working right now hoping that nanti boleh jadi back up bile nak appy buat PHD. 100% UKM sebab darl pun dah postpone satu sem. Harap3 semua dipermudahkan. Bila banyak yang kita rancang, kita akan fikir pasal duit, manage it wisely. Duit minyak, fee U, byk yang kene fikir. Masa lagi? Tapi buat pelan3lah. Memang kene korban banyak perkara.

Sekarang jugak tengah buat rumah. hopefully siap sepenuhnya this coming June. Bukan apa, dah sampai masa untuk menikmati kehidupan yang lebih selesa, di tanah sediri. yang penting milik sendiri. Lebih selesa. Biar rumah kecik tapi hati happy kan? Rasanya, dalam kehidupan ini, lebih baik bersederhana dalam banyak perkarA. TIDAK MELEBIH3. Masih banyak yang perlu difikirkan, dengan harga barang yang makin naik, kehidupan yang masih panjang lagi. Ye, mustahil untuk jadi kaya dalam masa yang singkat. Semua orang kene rasa susah dulu. Setahun bekerja banyak pembaziran yang aku dah buat. Beli macam3 tanpa fikir tentang kehidupan yang masih jauh.

untuk Future family? anak3? pembelajaran anak3?

untuk kehidupan akan datang. yes banyak sangat. Aku dah bazir setahun. Alhamdulillah dah buat insurance saving and potong untuk tabung haji siap3 takdelah rasa rawan sangat. Tapi sebenarnya masih banyak lagi yang aku lupa. Ye aku bukan anak orang kaya yang cume perlu mintak duit semua dah dapat. aku perlu bekerja untuk dapatkan duit.

For a brighter future

rasa lebih baik?

2011-01-27T00:10:00.003+08:00

kadang-kadang rasa tak adil, tp kadang-kadang rasa mcm benda x penting. kadang-kadang rasa mcm persetan je semua ni. pandang depan buat macam tak ade ape. pelik, sebab tak tahu apa yg diri ini nak sebenarnye. kadang-kadang rasa tahu dan dah cuba sampaikan apa yg sebenarnya tapi mungkin kata-kata itu tak sampai. tak cukup untuk didengari. tak cukup ayat mungkin untuk difahami?

Yes, memang tak boleh tipu diri sendiri. yang nak keadaan kembali baik macam dulu. macam sediakala. gembira selalu, gelak ketawa mcm org bodoh. ye. nak semua itu. Tapi, yelah kan? perasaan sungguh tak boleh ditipu. tak boleh sangat untuk ditipu. aku tau, bila mana aku rasa camni sebenarnya aku masih berharap untuk dipujuk. walau hati keras mcm semen tapi tetap mau dipujuk.

ok, sekali dipujuk gagal, 2 kali x dapat, 3 kali buntu, ok, cuba laa lagi? lagi? lagiii? banyak kali boleh tak sampai aku muntah hijau? boleh x? tapi rasanya, cukup sekali je untuk dipujuk kalaulah komunikasi itu berkesan.

ye. berkesan. nak berkesan kena ade komunikasi. kalau tak ade komunikasi tak berkesan.

bukankah penting untuk kita berkomunikasi dalam gembira maupun sedih. kan? kan?

entahla..sekarang dah jadi x kisah. tibe3 rase takut pulak bila perasaan tak kisah ni makin menjadi3.

Im sad and im ok. :D

when my time comes.

2011-01-26T22:06:00.003+08:00

i don't really have a bestfriend where i can talk to her/him everything. I have one(s). But what should i do when he just don't have time for me?

when he dont know that i really need him so bad?

its not ok just to say everything's gonna be ok.

or just to pretend that nothing was happened and lets get back to the track?

its just not the way. it doesn't worked for me. Never work for me.

I just don't know what i want! when u don't succeed at a first time, wont u feel like u wants to try again? try again..and try again..

or u just simply give up on me?

u just give up hopefully everything's gonna be ok. thats what u do every single time it happened.

for the past few days, i thought everything is okay.

but then i realized it wasn't ok. the fact that it still hurt me. hurt me so bad i feels like crying.

if u weren't there for me, i still got me. got me. huh? :(

Forever in my life

2011-01-23T22:04:00.001+08:00

Tak tau.

Kecewa.

Hectic weeks

2011-01-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

i guess this is the 3rd weeks of school in January rite?

So, i've been very busy this week.

It started with the meeting of JU SSDM in PPD 3days straight end up with me being the mc, hosting a program to overcome the discipline issues among the students. It was held at SMK Ungku Aziz Sabak Bernam.

Alhamdulillah The program went very well. :)

i hope that there were positive impact to all the students who attend the program. The activities were so fun and i bet the students enjoyed the activities.

Other than that, i was very busy handling my new hobby or new activities and u know it rite? yes. CYCLING! I must say i enjoy cycling with my bf and total km till now is 85km! Haha. Proud to myself. :) Some people may said that cycling is nothing but i really enjoy cycling and at the same time it really help me increase my stamina. Love it!

Today is Thursday but yeah, its Friday ive been looking forward too.

Saturday got school and Sunday yeah, also hot program in school.

That was hectic isnt it?

Bai.

MIA

2011-01-17T22:34:00.001+08:00

i busy sekarang.

find me here ya?

http://pelan3kayuh.blogspot.com/

school means works. Lotza.

2011-01-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

Hello 2011,Hello school, hi kids!

Dah masuk minggu 2 persekolahan sesi 2011. Kerja? yes menimbun. Rasanya i deserve to get around 10k salary per month bila tgk gaya kerja yang memanglah sangat banyak. But the more works u do, the less money u earn. kan? CEO gaji juta3 kerja goyang kaki je kan? lol

So, at school, i act byk dpt jawatan yg pasal dokumentasi, laporan, and yes babyy->photographer!

While i feel more safe not to attend any uniforms meeting, act i need to attend and involve with all the school events! So? how do u like it huh? But anyway i enjoy every moments. Dapat sekolah best kan? i mean seriously! i love my school so much! <3

This week dah start meeting JU kat PPD. Nextweek the whole week takkan ade kat sekolah sebab JU buat tour ke semua sekolah kat daerah. Meeting, talk, Bla-bla-bla. And after all the rushing, the chaos the best feel eva when i was in class and teaching. It makes me happy. :)

Whatever it may takes, i love my job. :D

New obsession.

2011-01-09T11:41:00.003+08:00

My bf and i now got new obsession.

well, act its not really me. It 80% him.

im just a sweet charming gf who will support him 100%.

Haha. Ok. I just cant wait till next week!.

support us ya?

Go HERE!

Kunci kereta yang hilang telah dijumpai.

2011-01-05T23:45:00.004+08:00

Ok, tajuk entri yang tak boleh bla kan? lul

so, i lost my car key on 30th Dec last year. it was my brother fault who is act the last person driving the car. He was driving the car on Thursday. Then, on the same day my parents were sending him back to his college. He told me that he left the key somewhere in the kitchen. I just said ok cos i thought that the key just somewhere on the table, or on the aquarium. The next few days, i've been looking for the key entire days.

But, still i couldn't find it! At first i was give up. Dad surveyed the price of hijacking the car but it really costly! Worst, there were no experts in my area cant do it! since the key was actually very special. It dont use the edge as the point but a flat key, without an edge or shape just a few dots to open the car. It really a secured and safety key. Hijacking the car and duplicate another key might cost me around 500 and above! So, because of that, i don't give up on finding the key till yesterday, ok since i wrote this entry at 12.30am, so it was actually on 7 pm, this evening.

i was holding my daily planner when suddenly i jumped into the page that was written a doa from Imam besar KS who is actually the facilitator during my LADAP recently. He gave us the Doa because he said that the doa is so powerful! He practice the doa during his learning in hafazing the Quran. Sometimes he recite the doa to find parking, and Alhamdulillah the baraqah is there. So, i was looking at the page and recite the doa when suddenly i looked at my favourite coauch and NAH! there was my key! Seriuosly terasa meremang gile and i quickly go to abah and showed him the key!

Ajaib. It was my favourite couch. been there like 24 hours and i was searching the whole area it impossible to the key just to show up like that. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Allah maha besar. :D

Allah memudahkan segalanya. Syukur. i dont wanna know anything else.

So, i would like to share the doa to everyone. A very simple one :

"Allahumma laka al-hamdu, wa ilayka al-musytaka, wa anta al-musta’an, wa la hawla wa la quwwata illa billah al-’aliyy al-azhim’..."

and after googling for 24 hours, i jumped into this article, pls read:

http://doaayatdanzikir.wordpress.com/2010/12/15/dahsyatnya-doa-nabi-musa-as/

Bacalah doa itu dengan hati khusyu’ dan merasa kecil di hadapan Allah swt., niscaya Allah akan mengeluarkan kita dari belenggu kesulitan hidup.

Thank u Allah. Semoga hidup ini sentiasa mendapat keredhaan MU. InsyaAllah.

Breaking my heart.

2011-01-02T12:22:00.002+08:00

how it breaks my heart when u just silent and didn't say anything?

i may not a good girl for u. never satisfied u in everything. keeps complaint about everything.

but have u ever thinking about something?

My sacrifice about all the things.

how i give up in something just to make sure that u'll be happy?

but i guess u didn't see it. What u see is my mistakes, my fault.

but this time, i dont care at all. im just so tired with all the bullshits.

cos at the end, u never care about my sensitivity. Never, at all :(

1.1.11

2011-01-01T20:20:00.003+08:00

Happy new year everyone! Have a fame and fabulous one.

How is ur celebration? Mine? not so clubbing just relax and enjoy the moments. :)

i dont really have a resolutions to fulfill. i just want to make sure that my 2011 is better that 2010. With all the plans coming ahead i just hope that everything went well. InsyaAllah.

so, overall, my 2011 is all about my future and career and earn more money. I will make sure that all the plans that i have been planned since 2010 succeed. Getting married? Yes. Hopefully. InsyaAllah. In the meantime i wanna change my behavior. Be a positive person. Be a good gf to my dear bf. Make him happy and make sure that our company success! Amin..

p/s: BTW, now i have a new partner. Glowey. She will be my best company while at home. The best gift eva to myself! Tq yayang for buying me the screwdriver. I know u're the best. U know what? i wanna love u more and more and more! :)

2010 Tinggal sehari.

2010-12-30T20:34:00.002+08:00

Tinggal sehari untuk tinggalkan 2010. Terlalu banyak perkara sepanjang 2010.

Syukur Alhamdulillah.

2010 bagi aku merupakan satu tahun yang hebat. Semua yang aku rancang hampir menjadi. Ada gembira, ada sedih, kusam, masam, manis, pahit semua ada.

Tak pernah terfikir yang akhirnya aku dah bekerja, earn money? Yes. Dah setahun. Syukur.

Aku cuma berharap agar Allah murahkan rezeki ku, memudahkan setiap pekerjaan yang sukar, dan memberi rahmat ke atas ku. InsyaAllah.

Dan semoga setiap apa yang aku rancang untuk diri-sendiri, keluarga, kerjaya, dan ok, untuk masa depan aku sendiri terlaksana.

Bahagiakan mak dan abah. diri sendiri. adik beradik. bf. family.

2011 yang dinanti. kawen. Doakan.

Amin...

You're the air i would kill to breathe ;)

2010-12-28T22:02:00.003+08:00

It's not so easy loving me, It gets so complicated. All the things you've gotta be..Everything's changin.

But you're the truth. I'm amazed by all your patience..Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall,Somehow you're always waitin with your open arms to catch me

You're gonna save me from myself from myself, yes.You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch, Cuz some guys have shown me aces, But you've got that royal flush

I know it's crazy everyday..Well tomorrow may be shaky,But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin?

Cuz when I start to crumble

You know how to keep me smilin :)

You always save me from myself

from myself, myself

You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard..But you've broken all my walls

You've been my strength, so strong And don't ask me why I love you?

It's obvious your tenderness Is what I need to make me a better woman to myself

to myself, myself..You're gonna save me from myself

Thanks for the love, for taking care of me, for being there of ups and downs, for advising me when i did wrong, for ur patience towards me,

for telling me that u taknak gaduh dengan i sebab u syg dengan i..

Thank u. I love u!

COACH Madison OP Art Hailey 14337 - Khaki

2010-12-25T22:16:00.005+08:00

Well, i spent a lot. YES.

For a valuable things. YES.

and yes i spent wisely. (where is the like button anywhere?)

I love COACH so much. Browsing the website HERE like a must thing to do everyday. Cuci mata with all the beautiful and cute things on the website. This is most likely a therapy for me.

So, after POPPY collection, my next catch is .....

(gambar ditangkap ketika menghadiri kes di Mahkamah kehakiman Putrajaya)

Yeah!! the COACH Madison OP Art Hailey 14337 Khaki in color! Gorjes isnt it? LOL.

This is a cross body bag with a long strap. My favorite kind of bag. Ive been looking for this bag quite a long time. Always SOLD OUT in boutiques or even in website! Huh! its really a hunting for me to get this bag. and finally i bought it with the help of MR.BF. Yes, the things are, we pleasure each others wishlist. I did him and he did mine. It's like give and take. Barulah sejahtera rumah tangga kan? ( yayang, jgn lupe kristin collection pulak ye?) I hope Mr. Bf xdelaa merepek nak mintak GUCCI ke, LV ke memang x layan aaa kalau i x dapat lagi. hehe.

By the way, ade satu catchy accessories from COACH yg buat mata rambang lagi. Nak beli ke tak?

Lawa tapi harga dah boleh dapat cincin emas belah rotan 3 biji. Hmmm..

P/s: Simpan duit sikit3 lama-lama jadi bukit kan? ;p

Cover terhebat!

2010-12-24T11:41:00.005+08:00

i keep repeating watching this video for 2 days straight now. My favourite one. The best cover eva! So beautiful and it really gives me deep meaning while watching the lyrics and sing it together.

MJ, one of the greatest singer in the world!

A paper should be like a mini skirt: long enough to cover everything, but short enough to keep it interesting.

2010-12-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

So, everyone has their own interest. There's a person who would pay for everything to make up his car while we think its a stupid and wasted things to do. There's a girl who will buy lots of beauty stuffs while i think what is that for?

There are so many types of people in this world and yes, just deal with it!

why bother? for me, i just wanna live with people who appreciated me. Who can deal with me, makes me happy and be realself when s/he with me. I dont simply making friends.

I love coach, but i dont wear expensive dress or shoe. my one and only shoes is my crocs wedges. I dont mind wearing cheap dress, but i care about my handbag. Bia kereta buruk tapi handbag mahal. I cant afford to buy a car. when i get my paycheck, i sign up with lots of saving stuffs and committed with it for at least for 10 years. At the end, my money went to saving, shopping, and paying the bills.

i dont mind going to school by motorcycle or walking as long as i wear coach.

and that's me. why bother?

Tazkirah abah

2010-12-23T09:01:00.003+08:00

Actually, aku tgh tunggu bf utk fetch aku. kitorang nk pergi KL sentral and pergi office PTPTU. si dibot tu nak submit surat postpone byr dgn nak buat ape lg ntah. Kalau sempat gak aku nak bg album emy since die ade kat KL kan..

Ok, act pagi td kitorang adik beradik di gegar oleh abah utk bgn and solat subuh same3. ok, aku admit aku memang byk kali solat subuh lewat. selalu dalam kul 7 mesti baru solat. oversleep sgt dgn tido kan. Lagi3 sekarang ni musim cuti sekolah. Pagi td pas solat subuh abah terus bg tazkirah. Abah ckp waktu solat subuh tu cuma 1 jam. sekarang 5.51 dh masuk waktu, so, dalam kul 6.51 matahari dah naik, waktu pon dah habis. Kalau asyik solat lewat camna? Gaji banyak pon takkan rasa cukup sebab rahmat Allah takda. Abah pun taknak kalau anak-anak abah pandai tapi solat diabaikan. Well, selalunya subuh abah memang buat solat jemaah sama-sama cuma 2-3 hari ni mak ngan abah tido rumah sabak, so bile diorang nak g keje, diorang singgah rumah dulu lepastu tengok kitorang masih lagi terbongkang!

Pagi tadi gak abah cerita pasal kita kene bersyukur sebab makan mewah, diberi kesihatan yang baik, murah rezeki.. Sebab tu lah abah ckp jaga solat elok3. Jangan nak diabaikan. Kemana je pergi kene ingat tu. Abah cerita pasal orang tu ada anak sampai 17 tapi still boleh survive tp yg si polan ni anak baru 3 dah x boleh nak survive. Lagi satu abah suruh jaga kesihatan sebab itulah yang paling berharga dalam hidup ni. Aku memang kene jaga makan. cirit birit dua hari aku hilang 2kg! haha.

Banyak lagi laa abah cakap, cuma ade part abah cakap anak-anak abah ni dah buat abah dgn mak kecik hati rupe2nye pasal solat tulah! Abah pesan, jangan sampai dah terlambat, jangan sampai ajal dah jemput baru menyesal..kita tak tau bila...

Thank you abah sebab masih ingatkan lagi anakmu ini walau pun dah besar panjang. Hmm.. bila duduk kat rumah aku tak rasa pun aku dah besar..or dah dewasa.. :p and tho its irritating sometimes, but we have to admit, kita masih lagi perlu dengar nasihat orang lain untuk kebaikan diri sendiri.

p/s: Semalam buat medical check-up, makcik nurse tu tego jawatan yang aku tulis kat borang tu, aku tulis guru die ckp salah. die suh aku tulis pegawai perkhidmatan pendidikan. lepas die check balik borang die suh tambah siswazah dg41. walaupun aku rasa tak perlu aku tuka jugak sebab org tua tego kan? tenkiu makcik nurse ye? :D

Siri Bengang.

2010-12-22T01:19:00.002+08:00

#1 Dah 3 hari aku try login Bank Islam nak tgk gaji ade bp sen masuk then nk bayar bil Astro pastu x dpt3 get thru. PC yang sama, laptop yg sama. Ok, aku dah off pop up blocker tu still problem gak! Call customer service baru je td tye die ckp ok no problem. Tension betol aaa!

#2 Air asia swap duit aku RM99

#3 Dapat saman RM600 discount 50%

#4 Salah masuk card touch n go kat smart tag pastu bile scan die ckp tiada plaza tol masuk terus kene charge RM50. F

#5 Duit

#6 Duit gak! erggh!

Ok, whateverpon syukur sebab ASB announce dividen+bonus = 8.75%, Tak sabar nak withdraw duit yg x bape byk tu! 3.01.2011 pls come fastah!

p/s: Kenaikan harga emas dari september 2009-september 2010 adalah sebanyak 27%. Wow ok?

#4 Get even more gorgeous with ..

2010-12-20T21:12:00.005+08:00

Dah lama x review barang. well, yelah bile beli something mesti nak review kan? and selalunye after a month baru berani nak review barang. esp bile benda tu dah nampak kesan. Either positif or negatif kan? So, for this entry aku nak review 2 stuffs.

First..

Biore Cleansing Oil. Well, act first i heard about this stuff is from Cleo. That issue pas je aku baca aku terus g watson beli! and i must say i really LOVE it!! Kite pompuan kan, selalu tepek3 make-up pastu mestilaa bersihkan make up tu before tido. Kalau pemalas sgt nak remove make up tu kang banyaklaa jerawat yang datang pulak kan? So far aku dah banyak gune make up remover. Ade jugak yang aku beli almost RM85 to as low as RM15. Tak tentu yang mahal tu ok. Sebab kadang3 depens jugak.

Biore Cleansing Oil ni for me memang sgt berkesan. Senang gile nak wipe away the dirts, the eyeliner, the make ups on my face. Lagi satu ia sgt berkesan dgn semua jenis kulit and ideal utk area mata dengan muka. Bagi aku, since aku gune Biore Cleansing Oil, aku xde dah susah3 sangat nak remove make up. Dahlaa men picit3 je mcm shower foam kan? memang senanglaa... Gune kapas then just remove make up. Pastu basuh laa plak muke. Setel! muke mesti rasa segar and sedia untuk tido~.

Price? : Ok memang sgt reasonable : RM23.90. Dah almost 2months aku gune and belom pon sampai half. agak jimat gak. :)

OK, Second things to review!!!

SHA Hydrating Face Wash- Hada Labo. kalau kat japan line dorang lebih kurang gini : sold every 4 seconds in Japan! Macam best kan? haha. Tapi ape yang bestnye kat produk ni? Act diorang byk produk tapi yang aku gune cume ini. Khas untuk cuci muka. Bagi aku, beza yg sgt obvious dgn brand len, buih die ringan, xde bau (wangi xde busuk lagi xde!), lembut kat tgn, xde efek3 muke jd tegang or whatsoever after gune, and sgt natural. Muka rase segar and yg paling best pencuci muke ni jugak bertidak sbg cleanser! and bantu kurangkan hydrate kat muka. Kalau rase nak cerah ini bukan produknya. Tapi yang aku paling perasan, since guna produk ni jerawat mcm segan je nak dtg. LOL. Best kan? No wonder kulit org jepun mcm lawa je kan?

Price: RM18-Rm20 (kot. x sure sbb aku beli yg comel sbb nak try guna je. Tapi rasenye yg besar tu dalam RM40 kot.)

Owh! lupe nk ckp, act aku baru balik dari Melaka! Tapi overnight je. Semata-mata nak pergi Jonker Street.

and lagi satu.. baru je dpt hadiah yg best gile dr En. bf. Ye la kan, as a ladies mestilaa nk pki yang best kan? dah laa memang dah lame gile teringin nak beli! Before this ade dah satu from Poppy collection, but this one dpt dari MADISON COLLECTION pulak!! OMG ok?

Thanks Coach for having the SALES and thanks yayang for pay for it!

Tak sabar nak upload pictures tunggu ok? MMuahh! :D

P/s: Yayang, i dah dpt dah new catch utk hantaran nanti. Maybe from Kristin Collection. Ehem, Full leather taww.. :p

soulmate

2010-12-16T21:24:00.003+08:00

Many people feel that there's one person out there who can enrich your life in a way that no one else can. If this is true, how can you increase your chances of finding this person? And when you meet him or her, how will you know it's your soulmate? How? wow. its a tricky question even u, yourself can't answer it!

i believe that soulmate can become either a girl or a boy. But for me, i believe he is my soulmate.

So, people talks about how to find a soulmate, how to get one, etc. and i just thank God for what ive got. Syukur.

Instead of telling everyone how nice and good and great i am, there's always someone out there who can stand my madness, annoying attitude, temper, reckless, messy, and ..yeah..all the bad things inside of me.

I am not perfect, he either. But, he always there to complete me. He's like my caffein i cant live without!

*seriously i cant live without him*

He always there to pick me up. Drives me to school, holds my hand when im mad, banker me when im broke, buy me latte everyday he sees me, and telling me that he loves me every time i wanna hear that. And yeah, i wanna hear it everytime.

When im pissed off, he's the one to calm me. Telling me that everythings gonna be ok. He just everything i wanna be with.

My love. My soul. My everything. My precious.

I will love you for the rest of my life.

(So yayang, ni utk u tau!)

*i love you
you love me
we're a happy family
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too!

i love you
you love me
we're best friends as friends should be
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too!*

comel kan? kaler purple tu kaler yg kite suka kan? nanti yayang belikan i patung barney eh? i nak satuuuu!!!

love u!

Nine West Shane Crossbody

2010-12-14T23:34:00.004+08:00

My favorite handbag while rushing and travelling. Super whitey like my fepret color.

My most likey about this bag is it super single long strap and the fact that its small and cute!!

I bought from this website and trust me, she's got lots of beautiful handbags!

Mon mariage rêves

2010-12-14T19:52:00.003+08:00

I have a routine that i would do everytime i come online. I dont have to tell the details, ;p but i must say that, her blog is one of the favourite all the time. Everytime i looked at all the pictures she has uploaded, i must say i fall in love with it! Who doesnt?

I adored her since 2 years ago? maybe. Im just not sure. My Mon mariage rêves would be her capturing the moments! Ok, maybe i just go too far. Well, i want my W-Day to be a perfect one because ok, its once in my life! I want the photographer im going to hire (well, i just dont know who yet) have the same, exactly colour like she did. I love how she covered all angles, the details, the emotions, the feelings, the moments..off course. I love her works.

Hmm, can i request my OP to use her colour tone during my W-Day? I can feel the emotions thru the colors, and somehow i feel so cozy with it. Haha.

or i better hire her? which is so impossible to think about rite now. LOL.

Ok, enjoy few shots i took from her web-blog page.

Please go to her page : Jessica Claire for more orgasm pictures.

In History : Kembang and her kids.

2010-12-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

we pet Kembang since her kid. But, as time goes by she became older and nyanyuk sometimes.

Now that she's gone.

All her babies were dead too.

and Kembang was Kasut mom.

bye. Ok, i miss u Kembang. i miss ur ekor.

Trip to Cameron Highland.

2010-12-12T21:39:00.003+08:00

mak and abah with giant cactus

bro's and couzs

cik anis and cik zamri family

mak and ulya

big family tree.

There's nothing much to say. Ive been driving to Cameron Highland. Been thru all the fuckin jammed for 10km when its about to reach the place. Pathetic huh?

Ok, i love the place.

i love the apartments my aunty provide for us.

i love the food.

i love the place.

and 100% for sure this is one of the place i will visit for my honeymoon. :D

p/s: Yes. no picture of me. LOL

#work : Late,Latte, and imovie.

2010-12-08T01:56:00.002+08:00

Clock's ticking. But seriously i am still awake. It Almost 2 a.m. Blame my 3rd can of latte for today. Seriously im still not in hurry to sleep. I just finish doing my storyboards to be presented tomorrow. Well, bf lend me his MBP and im trying my best to do something with out client's video which is happened to be our friend, emy. Haha. Ok, i guess tomorrow bf will check the minor injury i created for the video. Haha. Oh God My eyes were sleepy!! Good Nite!

Hi! im a human being! What are you?

Aleesya Maisarah

My first pink card.

ibu is watching u sayang..

BERSIH

Hi 2012, bye 2011.

Now that you're gone.

So, no caffein no coffee but im smiling! :)

So, how i met your father?

silent.

Salam Maal Hijrah 1433 :)

Monthsary!

Fav song and vids of the year!

in the red room #3

Chillex with the girls!

My Solemn Celebration.

perang otak!

7 hari

Im married with my beloved husband.

Kakak yang tabah.

Wordless Wednesday

My Wedding Day

I have an engagement ring which is my favorite accessory.

My "Save the Date" Video.

I feel like to keep smiling. like forever!

Back to school for real. *sigh*

Salam Aidilfitri untuk semua.

Iftar dengan kawan-kawan. ;p

My bedroom ideas.

DAY 9 TO 10.

count on u.count on me

Not Not happy meh

Gibbs :(

Gibbs, my dearest kitten.

Kell's Cafe

Seriyesli aku nak tahu camne.

Pop Look!

Keghairahan Masa Kini

Cat Rumah kaler ape?? aaaa

Dimana anda?

"....A simple I love you means more than money...."

Tik-tok

Oh dah lame tak update blog!

this cute lil' thing from u.

Bersyukur. Ingat. Syukur.

nite nite

Mana kamu?

I cry myself to sleep again tonight .

Rahmatilah aku dan mereka yang ku syg Ya Allah

A week to go to have fun!

Imac and my first attempt!

Loser Like me.

Yayang

I guess we're done here.

Kita hanya mampu merancang.

Villelang

Chillex at home.

Yes, u got to go.

Thanks love!

I bought my cindy

LookBook!

Aku dengan kucing.

Oh Coffee!

BFF

A Beautiful week

Hmm..i wish i will own one of the things i featured here soon. :)its good to dream isnt it? :) sangat!moccasin with signature web detail.Sumpah lawa okeh!

sangat!

moccasin with signature web detail.Sumpah lawa okeh!

moccasin with signature web detail.Sumpah lawa okeh!

Best friends forever

Surat Terbuka

Closet sales #1 [WTS] My Collections.

I need it so bad!!

Is you..

Lagu x cukup napas.

My Wedding Song #1

A friend of mine.

Am i a freak? or i'm just to weird. Weirder.

I pray.

Hi Langkawi.

Back to school for real. sigh

Hmm..i wish i will own one of the things i featured here soon. :)

its good to dream isnt it? :)
sangat!
moccasin with signature web detail.Sumpah lawa okeh!